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Waiting.
Like the wolf in the night.
“Hands on your knees, head tilted upward." Fingers trembling, pressed to the skin of my thighs, my heart pitter-pattered at the feel of the silk brushing across my skin. Darkness enveloped me as he tied it around my eyes, cutting off my sight.
It was like Kuru was in my mind. When we stop looking with our eyes, we feel things as they were meant to be felt.
My ears prickled, the soft sound of Rook moving, the bed dipping. I felt his presence in front of me. His warm hands cupped my cheeks, and his thighs, strong and muscled, enveloped me. The feathery breath, spanning across my cheek, a shiver up my spine as my lips exhaled.
Then, a gentle kiss that surprised me. His lips, so soft and sweet. A tenderness I hadn’t expected.
Fingers slid down my neck to my shoulder, pressed into my collar. Then, a sharpness that took my breath. Thumb digging in.
He pulled back, nibbled on my ear. “Do you like that, Summer?”
I nodded, breathless and on edge.
“Say it out loud. I need you to use your voice so I can be certain.”
“About what?”
“You’ll see,” he said, brushing his lips across my mine, his tongue flicking out. Then he wrapped his hand around my neck, his palm pressing gently into my Adam’s apple. He kissed me again, the softness quickly melting away to something more desperate. He groaned, deepening the kiss as his fingers squeezed, cutting off my breath, and I was lost. The blackness around me growing darker. My lungs blazing, throat burning. A sudden release, his lips consuming mine as I inhaled a sharp breath. His tongue filling me, stroking as he murmured, "I don't usually do this with someone so inexperienced, but I want to try something new with you. I just need your permission fir?—“
“Yes.”
“So eager, my little bunny.” He chuckled, biting on my lip so harshly that it sent a thrill straight to my core. His hand on my throat tightened. "I want you, Summer, do you know this?"
I hummed, the pressure in my throat growing slightly with the movement.
He bent forward, his lips now grazing the shell of my ear with a whisper, "I want you, and I always get what I want."
My upper teeth bit down into my lower lip. There was something so satisfying in being wanted.
"And yet," a pause, a low growl of frustration, "And yet, I will never have you in the way that I want you. Is that understood?"
What?! But...? I was lightheaded, having a hard time understanding…
“I will play with you,” he continued. “Make you feel things you never thought you could feel. I like things harsh and dirty, and I will use you to fulfill my sickest fantasies. But I will never fuck you.”
“But,” I finally choked out. “Why?”
“Because I don’t deserve your virginity. That belongs to someone else, someone who can be soft and sweet.”
“I don’t want soft and sweet.”
“You don’t know what you want.”
His words stung, anger flashing. “You have—” About to argue, but the pressure on my throat increased, cutting me off, and he repeated, his voice a vicious snarl.
“I. Will. Never. Fuck. You. Is that understood?"
I knew what he wanted.
And I wanted to come, so I gave it to him, hesitatingly. I nodded, “Yes, sir."
A pause, a silence, and I swore I could hear the flickering of the candle.
CHAPTER 35
