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My body quaked and my back arched. Pressure grew deep within my core as Jace grew thicker inside me. I felt him twitch and I knew it was time. He pinched my clitoris and nipple hard while kissing the tender skin below my ear. I didn't wait for permission. I couldn't have if I'd tried. I came. My release shattered around him as my body trembled in satisfaction.
"Shit Angle," Jace admonished. "You came."
I moaned in response as he pumped quicker inside me. His cock twitched and he moaned into my hair as he pushed me forward. I felt his hot cum pour into my body and I welcomed it. My eyes closed as I leaned my back against him, my head set in the crevice of his shoulder. I was exhausted. I was sated. I was filled.
We sat together for a few precious minutes and despite the fact that my legs were cramping, I could have stayed like this for the rest of eternity. Jace traced circles into the skin of my stomach and adorned my shoulder with tender kisses. It was perfect.
When he shifted to pull out of me, I moaned a protest and he chuckled. "I'd stay like this if I could, Angel."
"I can." I pouted. I couldn't. My legs would most certainly fall off, but I didn't tell him that.
"I'm sure." He joked. "You're younger then me."
I frowned. "I'm not that much younger then you, Jace."
He laughed and lifted my hips from him. When he stood, he brought me with him. He carried me to the bed where he sat me down. I flopped onto my back feeling thoroughly exhausted and satisfied. His hands went to work on the leather binding my ankles. When they were released, I rubbed them together. It was an act I doubted I would ever take for granted again.
"I should leave your wrists." He grinned as he crawled up the bed to straddle me. "I love the way you look bound."
I tried to keep the frown from pulling at my features. "Why?"
Humor fell from his face as he toyed with the chain. "I like knowing you're completely at my mercy."
I fought the shiver that wanted to claim me. "I'm always at your mercy, Jace." I said genuinely. "But, why do you want me that way?"
Shame lit his features. "I like knowing you're helpless, Olivia. It turns me on."
"But, am I really helpless?"
He cocked his head. "When you are bound, yes, you are helpless."
"Really?" I asked again. "Am I really so helpless against you? Would you subject me to pain and terror, Jace?"
"I've hurt women before, Olivia." He said stiffly. "I've seen fear flash in their eyes and I have listened to terror claim their voice."
"I'm not talking about them, Jace." I said. "I'm talking about me. Would you hurt me?"
"I don't know." He stared straight into my eyes.
"Yes, you do." I stared back at him. "Tell me the truth."
He sighed, running a hand through thick inky hair. "I don't want to hurt you. Ever. I don't want you afraid of me." His hand shook just the faintest amount and my heart lurched. "But I can't promise you that I will never hurt you. I can't promise I'll never scare you."
I smiled gently. "That's good enough for me."
"Is it?" He snarled.
"Yes." I nodded. "I trust you, Jace. My trust for you is the only reason I allow you to bind me. Because I believe you would protect me rather than hurt me. I am trusting you to catch me when I fall, because I won't be able to catch myself."
Tension spread in his body, leaking into his face. "Fuck Angel," he leaned down to kiss my lips. "I'll always catch you when you fall."
"I know." I whispered and he swallowed my words of confidence in him as he deepened the kiss. My eyes closed and my lips moved against his. I tried to ignore the way my heart throbbed in my chest with feelings I knew I should try with all my heart to reign in. But I couldn't. I wanted to let those very feelings run loose. I loved Jace. There were no if's and's or buts about it. But for the time being, I would keep those emotions locked away inside me. I would show him I loved him in the only way I knew how. I would sate his needs and try to understand his condition. Because there was nothing else I could do. To love someone completely, you had to understand their demons just as you had to understand their angels. In true companionship, you must accept both the good and the bad. I knew the good in Jace. It was time I met the bad.
Jace pulled away from me and went to work releasing my wrists. I didn't open my eyes. I was exhausted. I needed sleep or I wouldn't be able comprehend a simple sentence.
***
I sat on the edge of the bed watching Olivia sleep. She was so beautiful and so mine. I'd staked my claim on her, but I knew deep down there was nothing holding her to me. Apart from sex and money, I had nothing to offer her. I was a shell of a man who was incapable of feeling any true emotion. I couldn't give her everything she surely wanted. I couldn't be the man she needed me to be, but damn - I was selfish enough to try and bind her to me none-the-less.
