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“That’s all I’ve got to say,” Peter said.
“About the article,” Mother said. “I thought you were a cub reporter?”
“I’m more experienced than that, Mrs. Keller. I’ve published articles about the labor movement, the war in France …”
“How nice that you’ve put your work aside to help Helen.”
“I’m an excellent helper, ma’am.”
During the return trip Mother sat without comment in the backseat while Peter sped the car toward home.
Chapter Twenty
All my life I’ve feared things falling. Now, with Mother upset, it felt as though things were falling apart, but the more unstable I felt, the more closely I bound Peter to me. With Mother napping in the farmhouse, no one knew I was alone with Peter. How easily I let him persuade me to drive up the road to his little house in the woods. Once inside the kitchen, a tiny, sweltering-hot room, I felt the chunk of the front-door lock.
“All’s secure.” He dropped his head to my neck.
“Wait. I wish it had been easier with Mother.”
“Judging by that reception, I think it’s safe to say we won’t need an in-law suite in our house.”
“Once we’re married?” I leaned against the cool icebox.
“Yup.”
“Probably not.”
“Though your mother’s chill tells me if she did live with us, our house would be cool on the hottest damned days of summer—”
“Peter. That’s enough. She is my mother.”
“And she loves you.”
“Yes.”
“Even if she can’t stand the sight of me.”
“I’ve never disobeyed before.”
“First time for everything.” He slid one finger inside my blouse.
“You don’t say?” I leaned farther back.
“I do say.” He smoothed my hair. “The forces are closing in on us here, Helen. Tell me you’ll go with me to Boston soon.”
“For what?”
“A marriage license. Even a radical like you can’t marry without a license from the state.”
“Tell me when.”
“How about now?”
“The day of the Boston rally is better. But let’s practice now. Now is good.”
He pulled open my blouse. “I say, is this office open?”
I felt a rush of warm air on my bare skin.
“Yes,” I laughed. “The office is open.”
“Is it open all day?” He slid his hands under my shirt.
“All day.”
“Nights, too?” I felt his teeth on my neck. The heat of his breath was beautiful.
“Nights, yes.” I had never known the pleasure of this.
Peter slid his hands further inside my blouse. He lowered himself so I felt his breath near my breastbone. Then he lowered his hands so they gripped my waist. He unzipped my skirt.
“You need to relax.”
“I do.” I could barely move.
“I can help with that. Let’s go to my bedroom.” He tried to pull me down the hallway.
“Give me a minute.” I traced the small of his back.
He slowly unbuttoned the long row of buttons on the back of my skirt. He leaned in and kissed me on the mouth.
“Time for a quiz, smart girl.”
“Test me,” I said.
“Give me an hour.”
“For what?”
He raised my skirt, laid his teeth on my skin. “To show you the world.”
When I was younger I suspected I had a strong sexual drive. But that was nothing like Peter’s rough, tearing hands on my waist. I believed in free love; so did he. I believed in a woman’s right to physical pleasure; Peter did, too. And Annie had talked to me about sexual desire: You must use it, she told me, in other ways: your work, your writing. In that you may be a force in the world. But she never told me what this would be like, to be alone with a man who kissed me without end.
“Wait.”
“All right.” His hands traced my skin.
“I’ve got to get back. Mother and Annie will never forgive me for running off.”
“Those two firecrackers are burned out.” Peter’s wrist turned as he examined his watch. “Three fifteen. It’s hot; maybe they’re still napping.” He led me to his bedroom, and we stood by his bed. He traced the outline of my breasts and said, “Recite the names of the trees we passed in the woods.”
“Is this a party game?”
“Yes. An excellent one.”
He lowered me onto my stomach, and placed one knee between my thighs.
“Okay, nature girl. What trees?”
“Apple.”
He pressed harder.
“Spruce.”
He ran his hands up the backs of my legs.
“It’s hard to concentrate. Did I say elm?”
“Not yet.”
“Elm.” He pressed open my knees.
“Say pine.” But I couldn’t say it: he slid his hands over mine so my hands were above my head, his whole weight over my body, and as he raised his hips I inhaled the scent of the woods, aromatic and sharp.
“Helen, what do you want?”
I flipped over, took his hand.
We were interrupted by the shirring of the telephone’s ring. Peter grabbed his shirt from the side of the bed, tossed me my skirt and blouse, and then answered the phone, listened for a second, then hung up. “Damned Annie tries to protect your chastity from five
miles away. We’ve got to get back to your house.”
“I can’t move,” I said.
Approaching the house, Peter slowed the car. “Helen, I …” Through the open window I inhaled fresh-cut wheat from the farms that rolled up and down the hill from East Main Street, the musky scent of leaves starting to fall.
“Helen, I forgot to tell you.” He rounded the last curve just before my house and then pulled over.
“I got a tip this morning.”
“A tip? What are you, a waiter?”
“No, a reporter from the Boston Globe tipped me off that they’re onto something. They’re coming out here today to chase down the story.”
“To my house? What story?”
“What you said about the war …” We drove up the bumpy drive, but just outside the house Peter left the car running. “Is this place ever quiet? Damned O’Rourke and Danson from the Globe are on the front porch.”
“It will kill Annie—and Mother—to find reporters here.”
“Your mother’s too cranky to die. She’ll be around to haunt you for another thirty years. She’s as stubborn as you are. I’ll put money on it: she’s made of more steel than the Manhattan Bridge.”
“So kind.”
“By your side, madam, I have a chance to live forever. You put me in one of your books and boom—I’m a household name.”
He revved the engine so that the car seemed to leap forward, and I held on to the dashboard.
“Don’t have an accident,” I joked.
“Accidents happen.”
Chapter Twenty-one
It started that night, the crack in our relationship. Peter eased the car slowly up the drive, where pine needles under the tires gave off a metallic scent. “Jesus, they’re here en masse.” Peter slowed the car to a stop. He reached over and locked my door so I wouldn’t jump out.
“Who’s here?” I felt him frantic, reaching for the key in the ignition.
“The reporters.”
“Let me at them.”
“Helen, stop. There are one, two—damn—three out there on the steps. Frank O’Rourke, that bastard from the Globe, itching to scoop me on any story he can get, he’s on the bottom step, ready to jump as soon as you get out of the car. That’s one.” Peter held me back with his arm. “Danson, too, he’s worthless. The other one I don’t know, but I do know this: they’ll pepper you with questions the minute they see us.”
