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I was going to have some fun if I had to force myself to.
My first stop was at the bar. I needed to get some liquor in me. The plan wasn’t to get drunk, but a little liquid courage would help quite a bit. I was so far outside of my comfort zone, I needed to loosen up. I ordered a Dirty Shirley. I preferred my alcohol almost impossible to taste when drinking my cocktails, and a Shirley Temple was a great place to hide some vodka.
While I sipped my drink, I leaned against the bar and gave the club a once over. Some people were already getting into the spirit of the night. There was a woman all strung up in a harness that was hanging from the ceiling. A man was circling around her, letting a riding crop brush along her skin. Every so often, he would smack her with it, and she’d flinch. There was a crowd of people around them watching. It looked absolutely titillating.
All sorts of scenes like it were playing out around the club. People were in handcuffs, blindfolds, being paddled, spanked, etc. I came here to potentially find someone to dominate me, but all I could think about were the times Aiden, my high school boyfriend, used to tie me up, throw me across his knee and spank me. We never got into exhibitionism, but we did a whole lot with and to one another. After almost a decade, I was starting to worry that I’d never connect with someone as deeply as I connect with Aiden.
But I didn’t come to this club to reminisce about my ex. I hadn’t seen him for almost ten years. Aiden should have been out of my system. It shouldn’t matter that he broke my heart. I was technically the one who left him, but I only did it to protect myself. If I hadn’t left, then it only would have been more heartbreak.
But tonight wasn’t about the past. I just wanted a man to pull me into a corner and make me forget about all of my responsibilities.
“Hello.” A deep voice crept into my ear. Looking over, I saw a handsome man was looking back at me.
“Hi.”
I wasn’t sure what to say outside of that. I was sure he came over to flirt with me, but flirting was not my forte.
“Are you here alone?” he asked. I nodded. “Would you like to spend some time with me?”
“What do you want to do?” I asked, shifting my weight from one foot to the other.
I was a bag of nerves almost instantly. I had no idea how to interact with this man, but that wasn’t going to stop me from going along with the situation. The first step to having an adventure was saying yes.
“Why don’t you follow me?”
He motioned with his head in the direction of the crowd. I couldn’t tell where he wanted to go. Maybe just going with him wasn’t the smartest idea, but the club was supposed to be safe. Security guards were posted everywhere. What was the worst thing that could happen? This was a great place to try something new and different.
“Okay,” I shrugged.
I took a few more sips of my drink before placing it down on the bar. I didn’t want to bring it to wherever I was going with this guy. We weaved through the crowd before reaching a door. He knocked a few times and opened it, not even waiting for a response. Inside, there was a group of men. I wasn’t expecting a group of men or a private room. This whole thing was moving way too quickly for my liking.
“Oh, I don’t know,” I started shaking my head, backing away. I felt like if I went into that room, something terrible might happen.
“Just come say hi to my friends.”
“I didn’t know you had friends.” I continued to slowly back away.
“Yeah? I mean, a nice guy like me always has friends.”
I quickly realized I didn't want to be there. I should have just spent my night off at home, then I wouldn't have been there dealing with this stupid man.
Talking clearly wasn't working, so I decided to just leave. As I turned to walk away, I felt a hand on my wrist. Looking behind me, I saw that it was the guy.
“Where are you going?”
“I thought maybe I should go back to the bar. I don't think this is really for me.”
“Shouldn't you at least give us a try before passing judgment? We would love to take you for a spin.”
I couldn't see how I was going to easily get out of the situation. I hated causing scenes, and what if the guy hurt me before anyone reached us. There were so many doomsday-like scenarios going through my head.
