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I ground my body into him more. I liked him a lot more, and missed him a lot when he wasn’t around. His kisses and his touch electrified me throughout, and the closer he got, the more I wanted this.
“Oh god, now you’re the jerk,” he said. His hips rocked forward and he kissed me again, harder. He reached up again, touching my breast, massaging it in his hand. He broke the kiss to whisper against my skin. “You have to stop. I’m...” He sunk his face against my shoulder, nipping at my neck. I ground against him harder and faster. He gripped me firmly, his fingers pressing almost painfully into my flesh. His hips gyrated up against me and his cock between us started to throb. He groaned heavily. “Shit.”
I stopped, moving, letting him hold tight to me as he came.
I couldn’t believe what had just happened. The boys weren’t the only ones to have been waiting to get close. Now with all the affection, it was like my body was in overdrive. For the moment, I was happy, because I was sure that I did like him. I wanted to tell him this, especially now.
He eventually settled and wrapped his arms around the shoulders, drawing me close to him. He kissed my face, over and over, around my brow, my eyes. “Give me two minutes. I’ll get to you. I won’t leave you hanging. I would never just…” He backed up, looking at my face. “Bam...Kayli, I’ve never gotten this excited over any girl. I was wondering if you were still even interested in me at all.”
“Why?” I asked, melting as he moved against me still a little. He was catching his breath, and he promised to get to me after he recovered and I loved that he was concerned enough to want to keep going. I couldn’t help but smile at that, excited and anxious. Plus, I wanted to know his feelings and he was opening up.
“Raven’s been talking about you a lot,” he said. “I don’t know, I got the feeling...” He rubbed his nose against mine and then kissed my lips. “Maybe just Russian talking...I don’t know. It’s not like you’ve done anything but sleep for weeks. I shouldn’t listen to him.”
Raven had been saying things to him while I had been sick? I wondered what and what Raven might say to Marc now.
I pressed my lips together. Thinking of Raven left guilt hanging over me, and I looked at the stairs, considering what I should do. No matter how close I got to one, I simply couldn’t forget the others. Was something wrong with me? Never before would I have considered dating more than one person at a time, and yet each one of the guys had qualities I desired, including Axel and Blake. Again, I was worried about their feelings, and my own. I tried leaving to get away, and couldn’t do it. I tried staying and getting to know them a bit better to see if one stood out from the others. I only ended up with stronger feelings for all of them. “Marc,” I said quietly. I wanted to stay with him, but I was also nervous. “I want to stay with you here, but Blake could be back at any moment.”
“Do you want to get dressed?” he asked. “I don’t want to go yet either, but we should get out of this water. I can follow you into the locker room if you want. Maybe...maybe tonight you and I can share the bed.”
I wanted that, but I also didn’t want to just get into something very sexual and not get to know more about him. Sex was good, but I wanted more. “Marc...”
“Yeah?” he said, picking me up gently and guiding me, letting me stand on his feet as he moved toward the steps.
“You said to slow down before.”
“I did.”
“Maybe we should. I mean not slow down really, I just mean…I don’t want this to be just about sex.” I wasn’t sure yet I was ready to say a steady relationship, but I wanted to at least date. I thought that was what was wrong with Axel and me. We went on one date but then he never came around really again. Marc and the others at least kept trying.
He looked up from the water to my eyes. “Shit,” he said. “Look, I didn’t mean to move so fast. I know it’s...we’ve been sort of...”
“Hey,” I said. I pressed my palms to his cheeks, squishing his lips a bit. I kissed him quickly. “I’ve been missing you, too.”
He smiled at this, looking weird with his lips squished. He twisted his head, kissing one of my hands until I moved it. “We’ve got five days on this cruise,” he said. “Maybe we’ll go out to dinner one night. Maybe a movie. We can slow things down a little.” He leaned his head close to mine. We bumped into the stairs. My butt landed on a step, and he put me down, kneeling with his knees on either side of my hips. Our chests were still in the water. He held onto my thighs, holding himself to me. “Tell me I didn’t just ruin things.”
“No,” I said, surprised he’d blame himself. I was just as eager and kept things going. “Marc…I…” I wanted to tell him as much, but my brain wasn’t coming up with how to say it in a cool way.
“I felt bad about arguing with you yesterday. I didn’t really...I know I sounded like an ass.”
“I just wished you’d told me about the calls.”
“I wanted to tell you,” he said. He kissed my lips and then backed his head away and smiled. “Maybe it’s good that I didn’t. We might not have ended up on this boat.”
Who knows what would have happened? I might have been able to save myself from Axel and the boys fighting with each other. Would I have gone back to sleeping, not knowing Blake and the others could be in way over their heads trying to save the city?
I sighed, thinking of going back to talking to guests and what we were there for, dreading the thought. Maybe staying in the bath wasn’t such a bad idea. I was more tired than before, feeling weak. I didn’t think I was up to facing any more of the Nightingale team.
Suddenly, a wave of cramping started in my gut, clenching my insides tight.
The pain was worse than before. I pushed Marc aside, bending a little, pulling myself up out of the water, covering my breasts with one arm and my abs with the other, unable to cover myself fully. I wanted to run to the locker room, but I only my body up far enough so I could double over and hold on, trying not to move.
“What’s wrong?” he asked. He took my knees, holding them. “Kayli?”
“Cramping,” I said through my teeth.
“Like earlier? Brandon said you were sick.”
I winced, gritting my teeth against the pain. No nausea, just cramping. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me,” I cried out. “It just keeps happening.”
“I should get you to the doctor,” he said.
“It’ll go away.” I pushed at his arm. “Just give me a few minutes.” I wasn’t sure if that was true. This was the third time today? Maybe I was starting my period…or my uterus or other organs were exploding. No position I could find felt comfortable. If I stayed still, it hurt but it was barely tolerable.
Marc remained close, hovering. “What can I do?”
I moaned, and flipped over, my knees on the step, my stomach in the water, my back exposed. I held my stomach, keeping a hand on a step, and crawled up. Every move was painful, but I had to hang on, or I was going to let go and slip into the water again.
I flopped onto the patio out of the water, naked, on my side, curled up in the fetal position. The building and fence shadowed me from the sun above, making me cool. I wasn’t sure if it was helping or not.
Marc crawled out of the pool to hover over me again. “Kayli,” he said, his voice soft, helpless. He touched my shoulder, massaging it. “Do you need medicine? What do you need?”
“I don’t know,” I cried and then discovered I really was crying. My emotions were out of control. My pain tolerance was completely gone. The stress, the fear, it all came crashing around me at once. Blake had gotten hurt. Axel was emotionally wounded. The boys were fighting. I was a wreck, a crazy sobbing mess on the patio outside a spa, bent over in pain. The cramps had set me off.
“Oh god, sweetheart. Bambi.” He scooped me up by my shoulders, picking me up to put me in his lap. He coddled me and rocked. “Don’t do this to me.”
I couldn’t stop myself and he was making it worse. I was crying hard, almost hurting m
yself with the racking sobs, and it piled on with the pain in my gut. And then I was crying hard at being so embarrassed that I was crying and I couldn’t stop myself. The crying was making the cramping worse. The vicious cycle continued.
He bent down, kissing my face over and over again. I couldn’t stop him or do anything other than cry and clutch at my abdomen. He picked his head up, sniffing hard. I wasn’t so sure he wasn’t crying, too. “Okay,” he said. “That’s it. We’re taking you to the ship hospital. Or to our hospital. We can’t do this if you’re like this.”
I groaned, jumping headlong into another crying jag. Embarrassment added to my emotional frenzy. I wanted to tell him I didn’t want to, and yet I couldn’t breathe in enough air to do anything else other than cry. What was happening to me? I’d never melted down like this before.
Marc picked me up, holding onto my back and under my knees. We were both naked and dripping. I clung to him, wanting to tell him we should get dressed first. “I...you...” I gasped, unable to get more out.
“Hang on, my heart,” he said, turning toward the shower room.
“What’s wrong with her?” A voice said, almost booming at us. “What’s happening?”
I stiffened in Marc’s arms, causing my cramping to worsen. Breathless, I parted my eyelids to find Axel coming at us. I closed my eyes again, unable to deal with him now.
Marc held onto me firmly. “Get out of the way,” he said. “She’s got those cramps again.”
Axel spoke. “Just give her to me. Get dressed.”
