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“He’s very handsome, in a distinguished kind of way. He travels
everywhere. He has a second home on Corfu, a pied-?-terre in London, and a summer home in the Hamptons. I’d barely gotten in the door from the spa when he called to ask me to brunch today.”
“Have a good time. You should get started, it’s a long drive into the city.”
“It really is, and my car made a funny noise yesterday. I need to borrow yours.”
“I can’t lend you my car. I need it.”
“Well, you’ll have mine.”
With the funny noise, Mac thought. “Your two-seater convertible won’t work for me. I have client meetings tomorrow, and an outside shoot, which means equipment. I need my own car.”
“I’ll have it back tonight. God, Mackensie.”
“That’s what you said the last time I let you borrow it, and I didn’t see it or you for three days.”
“That was a spontaneous long weekend. Your trouble is you never do anything spontaneous. Everything has to be scheduled and regimented. Do you want me to have a breakdown on the side of the road? Or an accident? Can’t you think of anyone but yourself ?”
“Excuse me.” Carter stood at the bottom of the stairs. “Sorry to interrupt. Hello, you must be Mackensie’s mother.”
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
THEY COULDN’T HAVE LOOKED MORE DISSIMILAR TO CARTER’S eyes, the petite, curvy blonde in the tailored red suit and the willow-stem redhead in a plaid robe.
Still, both of them froze, and both shot him stares of mingled horror and embarrassment. Then even that connection shattered as Mac’s eyes shifted to misery, and Linda’s to sly calculation.
“Well, well. Mackensie didn’t mention she had company. And such handsome company, too. Mackensie, where are your manners? You’d think she’d been raised in a barn. I’m Linda Barrington, Mackensie’s mother.” She stayed where she was, but held out a hand. “And I’m delighted to meet you.”
“Carter Maguire.” He crossed to her, took her hand. When he would have shaken it, she sandwiched his between hers.
“Good morning, Carter. Where did Mac happen to find you?”
“I like to think I found her.”
“Aren’t you the charmer?” With a light laugh, she tossed her hair. “Are you from Greenwich, Carter?”
“Yes. My family’s here.”
“Maguire, Maguire. I wonder if I know them. Mackensie, for heaven’s sake, get the man some coffee. Sit down, Carter.” She patted the seat of a stool in invitation. “And tell me everything.”
“I wish there was time, but Mackensie and I have to get ready for an event.”
“Oh? Are you a photographer, too?”
“No, just helping out.”
She let her gaze sweep over him, quick and flirtatious. “You certainly look helpful. At least keep me company while I have my coffee and Mac goes up to dress. Mac, go up and put yourself together. You look like a ragamuffin.”
“I was just thinking how pretty you look,” Carter said to Mac. “So Sunday morning.”
Linda let out a light laugh. “I said you were a charmer. I can always spot them. Watch your step, Mackensie. Someone might steal this one. Now, Carter, sit right down here and tell me all about yourself. I insist.”
“Take the car.” Mac grabbed her keys out of the basket on the counter. “Take the car and go.”
“Really, Mackensie, there’s no need to be rude.” But Linda took the keys.
“You want the car, you’ve got the keys. Offer holds for exactly thirty seconds.”
Chin lifted, Linda picked up her coat. “I apologize for my daughter’s behavior, Carter.”
“No need. No need at all.”
“Better hope this one’s tolerant, or you’ll end up alone. Again.” With a last glance at Mac, Linda sailed out.
“Well. That was bracing. I wish you hadn’t given her the keys,” he began and started toward her.
Mac threw up a hand to stop him. “Don’t. Please don’t. I’m sorry you got caught in the middle of that, but please don’t.”
“Please don’t what?”
“Anything.” She lifted her hand a little higher as she took a step back. “I don’t know what I was thinking. God knows what I was thinking. I told myself it was a mistake. I knew I should stop it, just stop it before it got this complicated. But I got caught up. It’s my fault.”
“I take it you’re not talking about your mother anymore.”
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry, Carter. This? This you and me thing? It can’t go anywhere. It can’t go where you want it to. It’s not you, it’s—”
“Don’t.” He cut her off. “Don’t make it a clich?. You’re better than that. We’re better than that.”
“It
is me.” Because her voice wanted to break, she sharpened it. “I’m not equipped for this. I’m not the long-haul girl. I’m the one who panics and runs out of your house because it got a little too comfortable.”
“Ah. That explains that.”
“That’s
me. Do you get it? I’m not what you’re looking for.”
“You can tell me what you want, Mackensie, but not what I want.”
“Of course I can. You’re . . . infatuated enough to imagine we’ve got a future. To want one. You’re traditional to your bones, Carter, and it won’t take long for you to want a solid commitment, marriage, family, the house, and the three-legged cat. It’s how you’re wired, and I’m telling you the wires got crossed with me.”
She tossed the whisk she’d yet to use in the sink. “You don’t even know me. This has been a flirtation, a sexual buzz, a reflection of something old. A crush that intrigued you and flattered me, and we’ve let it go too far too fast. We’re rushing along here to nowhere because the road’s been smooth. But there are potholes and bumps. God, we haven’t even had a fight, so how can we think—”
“That’s all right,” he interrupted. “We’re about to. I’m not sure who you think less of at this moment, yourself or me. Do I want commitment, marriage, family, the house, and the damn cat—which I already have, thanks. I do, eventually. That doesn’t make me an idiot.”
“I didn’t say—”
“Potholes and bumps? Welcome to the world. Every road has them. They’re there to be navigated, avoided, driven over or through to the other side. Your problem is you keep driving straight into the pothole that is your mother, and letting that wreck the rest of the trip. She’s not to blame for your poor navigation skills. You are.”
“I know very well . . . Wait a minute. Poor navigation skills?” The first hints of temper flushed her cheeks. “I know where I’m going, and how to get there. I just took a detour. Stop talking in metaphors.”
He cocked his brow. “I believe you took that one
and ran with it. Detour my ass. We have something together. It may be something neither of us anticipated, but it’s real.”
“I have feelings for you, Carter. Of course I do. Obviously I do. And that’s why I’m telling you we need to step back. We need to reevaluate.”
“Why do you let her run your life?”
“What? I don’t.”
“She’s a selfish, self-involved woman who strips you emotionally because you allow it. You give in, give her what she wants rather than standing up to her.”
“That’s ridiculous and unfair!” The anger in her tone contrasted with the calm in his, and made her feel foolish. “I lent her the damn car to get her out of here. And that doesn’t have anything to do with this.”
“Then I’d say you need to reevaluate that apparently unhealthy relationship.”
“That’s my business.”
“Yes, it is.”
She took a breath, then another. “I don’t want to fight with you. I can’t fight with you right now even if I wanted to. I have to work and prep for the event, and . . . God.”
“Understood. I’ll get out of your way.”
“Carter, I don’t want us to be mad at each other.” She dragged a hand through her hair as he picked up his coat. “I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want you to feel like you, like all of this doesn’t mean anything to me.”
“That’s a lot of don’ts, Mackensie.” Studying her, he put on his coat. “You might turn that coin and take a look at what you do want.” He walked to the door. “And a correction? I’m not infatuated with you. I’m in love with you. That’s something we’ll both have to deal with.”
He went out, closed the door quietly.
SHE GOT THROUGH IT. WHATEVER WENT ON IN HER HEART, IN her gut, couldn’t be allowed in her head during an event. Crop it out, she ordered herself, because the day wasn’t about her any more than the day before had been about the idiot brother of the groom.
“Are you going to tell me what’s wrong?” Emma asked her as they circled the dance floor.
“No. It doesn’t belong here.”
“I saw your mother’s car outside your studio. I didn’t see yours.”
“Not now, Em.”
“This is winding down. I’ll talk to you after.”
“I don’t want to talk. I don’t have time for cookies and soul-searching. I’m working.”
As if, Emma thought, and hunted down Parker. “Something’s wrong with Mac.”
“Yes, I know.” Parker stood by the long entry table supervising the transfer
