Page 83 of Shiver


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“Unbutton and unzip, Jesse. I want to see how angry your dick is because it hasn’t been fucked or sucked yet.”

Oh God, I thought, and quickly did as I was told. The minute my fingers touched my sensitive flesh, a shudder racked my body. My cock was very angry. It wanted to come. And as I drew my fist up it, I dropped my head back and shut my eyes from the pleasure of my own touch.

“Hands by your sides,” Wolfe ordered. “I didn’t tell you to touch. I told you to show me.”

I felt dizzy as I stopped stroking and stared up at the powerful image he made, and I was convinced I might come just from looking at him.

“Look at me,” he said, and I angled my head back so my eyes met his. “You’re not to touch yourself again until I say so. Do you understand?”

I nodded and delighted in the sadistic curl that curved Wolfe’s lips.

He was pleased by my response. And I grew harder from his. And it was about then that I knew I was totally lost. Lost to the darkest depths of my soul over this man, and it was too late for anyone to save me now.

Had there ever been a more obedient little lamb kneeling before me? One with a face so alluring it could tempt even the devil?

I knew the answer to that, of course, but I shoved it away before it could linger in my brain to taunt me the way it did in my dreams. Every day I woke up and warred with myself, vowing that this would be the day I let Jesse go. But the uncompromising control I’d prided myself in having for so long, in every aspect of my life, was slowly unraveling in the area that mattered most.

The lamb at my feet, the one who continued to prove he’d follow me to the slaughter if I led him there, was far more dangerous than I ever could’ve imagined. He trusted me when I didn’t trust myself. Adored me when I couldn’t look in the mirror for fear of what I’d see staring back at me.

And with each passing moment I spent with him, I felt the sand passing through the hourglass, our time together coming to its inevitable end. I knew it, I felt it in my bones, and yet I refused to acknowledge a reality without the one I craved.

As I stared down at Jesse, whose guileless eyes blinked up at me as he waited for my next instruction, I tried to tamp down the desperate drive to do more, to go further than I’d dared with him before.

Fuck, but he was mouth-watering with his pants open and his flushed cock spilling out, just waiting to be milked dry. When I spoke again, my voice was nothing but gravel.

“Let me taste you,” I said, and Jesse didn’t hesitate. He knew exactly what I wanted him to do, and as he ran two of his fingers over the head of his dick, coating them with his cum, the savage inside me roared. I crouched beside him and opened my mouth, and Jesse brought his fingers up to my lips. With the boldness I’d come to expect from him, he painted my lips, and as my tongue dipped out for a taste, I purred with satisfaction.

But with my little lamb, a drop was never enough, and I caught his fingers between my teeth like a lion snapping at its prey, and then I sucked them inside my mouth, relishing his flavor. Jesse inhaled sharply as I licked him clean, his eyes glazing over. The cords of his neck were pulled tight, and judging by the way he’d balled his other hand up by his side, he was struggling not to relieve his ache.

I let his fingers drop from my mouth. “You want to come?”

“Yes, please.”

“What about in my mouth? Would you like to come there?”

Jesse’s eyes fell shut and he took a deep breath. When he opened them again, he said, “Please let me come in your mouth.”

I stood back up and held Jesse’s chin between my thumb and forefinger. “I do love how you beg so nicely. Maybe I’ll grant your wish later if you please me.”

I dropped his chin and positioned myself in front of him, and Jesse’s eyes dropped to the bulge straining against my zipper.

Yes, smart lamb…

His gaze met mine, and it was asking for permission. Lucky for him, that was something I was looking to grant.

“Open your mouth. I need something to fuck,” I said, and Jesse’s eyes blazed. He reached for my belt, and then, as if he remembered he needed an order to undress me, he paused. “You can touch me. You can’t touch yourself.”

Jesse unbuckled my belt and left it hanging open at the sides as he unbuttoned and unzipped my pants. I hadn’t worn anything underneath them today, and the stunned expression on Jesse’s face was one I stamped into my memory for later.

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