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He inched forward, and then his tongue swiped a path across the head of my cock, making it jump in response. Wrapping one hand around the base, he used the other to guide me past his lips, and the hole I now found myself immersed in was warm, wet, and eager.
“Ah, yes,” I said, watching myself disappear into Jesse’s mouth. “Take it all.”
Jesse’s tongue swirled around my erection, working in sync with the hand jerking me off. Fuck, his mouth felt good, but in the mood I was in, it wasn’t enough. I needed more, something to satiate the beast clawing at my insides, daring me to tempt fate once again.
No. It was too dangerous, and if I opened that box again, I didn’t think I could force it closed afterward.
But Jesse was inhaling me like my cock was oxygen, and my resolve was crumbling. I grabbed hold of his head with my hands, my fingers tangling in those silky blond strands, and for a moment, his face morphed into the one from my past. I took a shuddering breath, punching my hips forward into the mouth I missed, and then the picture changed again, and it was Jesse sucking me off, Jesse’s eyes staring up at me with unconcealed lust.
What if…maybe just this once…
As the idea turned over in my mind, I knew there’d be no stopping it, at least not on my end. I needed the power the act gave me so intensely that tremors began to rack me, first my hands, which I dropped from my hold on Jesse, and then the rest of my body. Just as Jesse’s mouth pulled back, about to take me inside again, I pushed him away and backed up, breathing hard and gripping the ends of my hair.
I couldn’t look at him as I paced, trying to talk myself down from what I wanted, but Jesse, his voice thick with desire and confusion, called out to me.
“Did I do something wrong?” he asked.
Rubbing my face, I muttered, “No,” and hoped he’d leave it at that.
“Is there something else you want? Something you want me to do…or…try?”
A moan escaped my lips before I could stop it, and that gave my lamb all the answer he needed to press on.
“Tor…Wolfe. Whatever it is, I’ll do it. I want to. I know you’ll make me feel good, and I…want to please you.”
Fuck that sweet, gullible lamb. So utterly unguarded and unconcerned for his safety. So trusting to put his life in the hands of one who would do him harm.
You’re making me do this, I thought, as I reached for the end of my belt. Jesse’s eyes flicked down to the fingers I was wrapping around the end of the leather, and he gulped. Nerves or excitement? I couldn’t tell what was riding him in that moment. All I knew was what was driving me, and it was nothing good. But there was no stopping it now. He was too inviting, and I was too needy, and as he knelt there with his balled fists resting on the tops of his thighs, everything I’d feared from the first time I’d seen him came rushing to the surface like a freight train. One that was on track to run right over the top of Jesse.
Walk away, I told myself as the pads of my fingers rubbed over the supple leather. But instead of following my own advice, I walked toward Jesse, my long legs eating up the space in three steps, and when I stopped in front of him, Jesse nodded, as if sensing the war I was waging with myself.
“Do it,” he urged. “Whatever it is, I trust you.”
Those three words were familiar ones. I’d heard them before. But it wasn’t that I didn’t think he trusted me—it was that I didn’t trust myself.
“Wolfe…” Jesse’s voice was like a caress over my exposed cock, and when my eyes locked with his, that sweet fire I’d discovered simmering inside of him flared to life and caught alight with the rampant lust kindling inside of me, consuming any ounce of resistance I had in its flames.
I let go of my belt and put my finger under Jesse’s chin, tipping his face up as I bent over him and said against his lips, “From the moment I saw you, I knew you were a bad idea.”
Jesse blinked once, then twice, before sighing against my mouth. “But you still came for me…”
In more ways than you think, little lamb…
I straightened to my full height and glanced down at Jesse’s flushed, veiny cock jutting out. “With your eyes on me, stroke yourself, Jesse. I want to watch you.”
As Jesse wrapped his hand around his stiff length, he caught his lip behind his teeth at the pleasure his own touch gave, and I reached for my belt again, this time knowing I was about to go down a road I’d once found so addictive I hadn’t known when to stop—a road that had cost me horribly.
