His eyes watched every move I made as Igently eased myself over him and straddled his lap, placing myhands on his muscular shoulders.
“Please don’t be mad at me. I know you knowwhat’s best. I didn’t mean to push,” I said carefully, sighing as Iran my hands down his chest.
I wasn’t really trying to seduce him, hewould catch on to that, but I thought if he actually took it for anapology, he might fall into the seduction of my submission to himrather than deny me flat out if I fought him physically. Iffighting for what Iwanted meantgiving him the kind of submission he liked, then I would learn towork that to my advantage.
I sighed a defeated breath, hoping he wouldnotice my surrender. “Forgive me?”
He released a short breath through his nose,and suddenly, kissed me on the mouth. His hands wenttothe nape of my neck, pulling me to him whilehis tongue sunk into my mouth. I moaned into his lips, giving himwhat he wanted while his hands eventually found their way into myhair. And then, before I knew it, he was roughly dragging me downby my hair to sit between his legs while he released his cock fromhis pants. Pulling my face toward his lap, I didn’t hesitateknowing full well what he wanted and took his straining erectioninto my mouth.
I managed to suck him off in under threeminutes and swallowed his entire load as he expected me to. Mythroat was a little sore then from the head of his cock bumpingagainst it, but in the end, I considered it a win. I ultimatelywanted to see if I could affect him the way I wanted to and I had.It didn’t matter that it ended in ablowjob; what mattered was that it ended the way Iintended it to—him giving into an urge I was creating, my way ofmanipulating him.
With that sort of behavior, I knew he wouldgrant my request eventually. I hoped by next week, though, becauseI was going fucking insane inside this house.
***
Another week went by and I was beginning togrow antsy. Darren still hadn’t approved my request to go outsidewhile he was gone, and I was barely able to go out even when he washere. It was as if he was deliberately stalling to spite me for mytransgression when I had initially complained about him onlythinking about it. I didn’t bring it upagain,though. Instead, I would blankly stare out thewindow for the longest time, committing to the importance of myrequest.
I barely ever went outside unless I was withhim, and that was only if he even wanted to go outside. Sometimes,we’d go for walks along the beach when he had time, and once, wewent swimming, but he was always so busy so it was rare. I wantedto be free to go wherever I wanted, whenever I wanted. Iwas over beingon a fucking leashall the time.
I had already completely explored the insideof the house, knowing absolutely everything about it I could learnon my own, but now, I needed to know the grounds that surroundedit. I needed to know how big the estate was, what surrounded it,and hopefully, I could finally figure out where the fuck I wasbeing held because it certainly wasn’t Michigan. Darren wouldn’teven leave his newspapers around for me to find, and it annoyed thefuck out of me.
After another week, I found myself becomingmopey and depressed. I wanted to push, I wanted to fight with him,but I knew that would just get me in trouble and then I could kissmy request to go outsidegood-bye.I did everything I could to improve my behavior—from smiling whenhe camearoundme to fully losingmyself in the throes of passion when we fucked. I was attentive,affectionate, and managed to keep myself from releasing a singlecuss word. I even tried not to wince when he called me princess,but nothing fucking worked! I was beyond frustrated, and when Irealized my efforts were all for nothing, I gave up and went backto staring out the window until Darren finally came home.
I felt his hands on my shoulders then asthey started to move down my back and to my sides. His lips foundthe back of my neck, and he kissed all the way down to my spine,causing my skin to quiver. Gently, he turned my body to face him,and I met his gaze with ablank,expressionless face. I wasn’t in the mood, but I knew better thanto deny him.
He kissed me softly, and I kissed him backlike the good little girl I was. His hands found their way into myhair and finally came around to my face, clutching me to him. Whenhe eventually released me, he looked down into my eyes and saw thehopelessness and regret I was trying to hide.
“Ah,” he said with a smirk. “I thinksomeone’s finally learned their lesson.”
I looked at him confused. “Huh?” Iasked.
And then without a word, he gripped myshoulders and swiftly turned me around so that I was facing thewindow and leaning over the couch. He took my neck in a stronggrip, forcing the side of my face down to the top of the couch, andpulled my thong to the side to enter me roughly from behind.Bysome fucking miracle, my bodyknew what was coming and was ready for it, the moisture alreadycoating my walls and soaking me.
God, he was rock solid inside me as mybodyadjusted to his girth. Igroaned as hepulsedin my core,yet it felt so good. But then his hand reached around and instantlygripped my throat, hauling me back to his chest and holding methere. Fear enveloped my entire body as my hands immediatelywrapped around his forearm and wrist while I tried to keep mybalance.
“I know how badly you want to go outside,”he drawled in my ear, “but you need to accept the fact that anyfreedoms I grant you are my decision alone.” He pulled out slightlyand pushed back in, sending a jolt of pain and pleasure throughoutmy body. “It doesn’t matter how much you try to persuade me or howmopey you become when you don’t get your way. I know when I’m beingmanipulated, Jaden, and I don’t appreciate it.” Again, he pulledout and thrust back in, his other hand on my hip while I whimperedagainst him. “I know I saidgoodbehavior is rewarded, but only when it’s honest. I expect it allday, every day, not just when you want something. So the next timeyou get the guts to ask me for something again, remember that, andI may not make you wait two weeks before I grant it. Do youunderstand me?” he said, thrusting back into me for emphasis.
“Yes, Darren,” I gasped, trying to keep ittogether.
Doublefucking ouch.
I knew I hadcrossed a line before, but goddamn, this was ridiculous. Darrenfucked me relentlesslyonthe couch until we were bothcomingand I wasscreaming his name. When he was done, he pulled out and immediatelyrighted himself, tucking his cock back into his pants. I remainedexhausted and limp on the couch, my eyes still lingering on thewindow as I fought to catch my breath.
“Tomorrow, you cango outside when I’m gone, but there will be new rules in place. Iwill discuss them with you later. Right now, I have work todo.”
He gazed at me fora second while I remained in my position. He leaned over taking myface in one of his hands while his thumb grazed over my chin. Hethen kissed me softly on the lips. “Behave,” he warned and thenwalked away to his office, leaving me a heaping mess on thecouch.
Well, if I didn’tfeel super fucking pathetic right there.
I should beexcited that he finally granted my request, but I still felt like afool for some reason. He had been on to me the wholetime.Here, I thought giving him special attention would motivate himto reward me, but the more I thought about it, the more obvious itbecame to me that I was only doing it to get what I wanted, andonce I got what I wanted, of course, I had planned tostop.And clearly, Darrenwasn’t having any of that.
So fucking stupid…
I rolled off thecouch and went to my room to clean up. I had dinner by myselfdownstairs as Darren was still busy with work and even went to bedwithout a single interruption throughout the night. He must bereally busy with something if he left me alone for the remainder ofthe day.
The next morning,I met Darren downstairs on the patio for breakfast. He wasreviewing some documents and talking on the phone when I sat downand made myself some tea. A guard stood off to the side, his handsbehind his back, and he looked off blankly into the distance. Itried not to pay attention to him.
“You think I givea damn what your excuses are? You tell them to figure it out andtake care of it before I do.” Darren had a dark edge to his voiceas he spoke to whoever was on the other line. He then hung up andstuck the phone in the inside pocket of his black suit jacket. Hetook a deep breath then looked over and smiled at me. “Goodmorning,” he said.
