Held it like it was part of me.
Maybe I thought if I put it down,
I wouldn’t know who I was anymore.
But it’s not who I am.
It’s just the garbage I’ve been dragging behind me.
So here’s what I’m doing:
I’m pulling their teeth out one by one.
I’m telling the truth, even when it makes me want to throw up.
I’m not drinking. Not today. Not even if the sky falls in.
And when my head tries to tell me I’m still the monster,
I’m going to look at him (me) in the mirror and remember:
I’ve already outlived you once.
I can do it again.
Today, I’m trying something different.
Today, I leave the bags at the curb.
You’re not your worst day.
If I fall back into old patterns, I’m not starting from zero.
I’m starting from what I’ve learned.
And I’ve learned that I can’t do this alone.
Affirmation:
I am not my mistakes.
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Nash:
You gotta see Valor. He thinks the robot vacuum is attacking him. He stalked it, jumped on top, and now he’s riding it around the house.
Brandt:
SERE training. He’s a natural.
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