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Me: I did.
Lark: I meant every word I wrote. I still mean it. I swear to you.
I looked up at everyone staring at me texting. “My mother. She is having some weird pains. I’m sorry, Mr…?”
I waited for him to give me his name.
“I can see now is not a good time to talk to you, Ms. Emerson. I’ll come back tomorrow morning.”
I nodded my head and said, “Fine.”
When he turned and walked away, I thought I was going to fall to the ground. Mark grabbed my arm and led me into the house and I sat down on the sofa.
I could no longer hold back my tears, and I typed my last text to Lark.
Me: I believe you. Someone just stopped by and wouldn’t leave his name but said he had a message from you. Lark, please hurry home. Please be careful.
I sat there for a few seconds and waited. Nothing. A good three minutes went by and still nothing. Ralph shoved a bowl in my face and said, “Here. You ask and I deliver. Now, who in the hell was Mr. Creepy?”
I shook my head as I ate my ice cream. I handed the letter over to Ralph and he read it while Mark sat down next to me and I curled up to his side. He worked out at least three hours a day and looked like a Greek god. I had to say one thing about Ralph; he had great taste in guys. Every guy he had ever been with was built and good-looking.
Ralph looked up at me and smiled. “I knew he still loved you.”
I shook my head. “He wrote that before we broke up. It was the letter we each wrote.”
“The ones you put in the bottles?”
I slowly nodded my head. “He left it here for me tonight before he left.”
Ralph smiled and said, “Dee, he wouldn’t have left this letter if the things he wrote in it were not still true.”
“I know. I think he pushed me away because…” I stopped talking when I realized I couldn’t share with them what Lark did.
“Because of what?”
I shook my head and stood up. “Will y’all stay with me tonight? That guy kind of freaked me out.”
Ralph stood up and said, “I’m one step ahead of you, darling.” He looked over at Mark and asked, “Would you mind getting the bag?”
Mark smiled and said, “Sure.” He stood up and kissed me on top of the head and said, “Don’t worry. Everything is going to work out.”
I nodded and watched him walk out the door. I glanced over to Ralph and said, “I have the strangest feeling something bad is about to happen and I can’t shake it.”
He laughed and said, “Nonsense. Your hunk of a boyfriend, or ex, soon-to-be not ex, is going to come back, give you some much needed nooky and all will be right in the world again.”
I tried to smile but the feeling I had in my stomach wouldn’t go away. It seemed to be getting worse.
I closed my eyes and began slowly falling asleep. I needed to get just a few minutes of sleep. We got here a few hours ago and humped up the side of this damn mountain and I was more mentally exhausted than anything.
After what only seemed like thirty seconds, someone was bumping my foot. I opened my eyes and looked at the Navy SEAL who was signaling movement. I slowly turned and crawled over to the lookout. Jason was already there glassing the location.
When I got up next to him, he signaled that four guys had just arrived and our target was identified as one of the four. I smiled and felt an instant relief wash over my body. Finally we would get this fucker. As long as no one screwed up.
I took the binoculars and spotted Jose Vazquez, Carlito’s brother, and the fucker who tried to kill me once before. I slowly gave the binoculars back to Jason and made my way back over to the SEAL team. Their job was to take out the camp after the main target had been taken out.
“You guys ready?” I whispered.
“Yes sir, we are more than ready. We’ll await your signal.”
I nodded and pointed to two and told them to head over behind a set of trees. The other two I had flank us on the opposite side. No one was to shoot until I took the first shot and gave the signal that the target was down.
We moved into position and waited. I had no idea if they would be in the house for five minutes, or five hours. I bunkered down in my spot as I put my ear buds in and pulled up “Gotta Be Tonight” by Lifehouse. I never did a shot without that song playing.
As I sat there I thought back to two weeks ago when I went to my parents’ beach house and found Azurdee’s letter.
I hung up the phone with my mother and let out a sigh. I wanted to come to the beach house to get away from everything and all it did was make me think of Azurdee. I couldn’t get it out of my mind, the time we spent here.
I walked into the library and smiled when I looked over at the desk. My smiled faded when I remembered the look in her eyes when she walked out of my condo that night. I let out a long breath and made my way over to the books. I slowly started walking as I read the titles. When I saw Pride and Prejudice, Azurdee’s favorite book, I reached for it and pulled it out. I walked over to the chair and sat down as I opened the book. My hands started shaking and I wasn’t sure why. I began reading and quickly got lost in the story. When I opened it up to chapter three, there was a folded piece of paper.
I took it out and began to read it. The first few words and I knew it was Azurdee’s letter to me. She must have made a copy and stuck it in the book. I continued to read as I fought to hold back the tears in my eyes as I read the words she had written down. Words from her heart. When I finished the letter, I folded it up and placed it back where she put it.
I wasn’t sure how long I sat there just staring off into space. Memories of Azurdee flooded my mind and I fought like hell to keep from calling her and telling her how much I loved her.
I closed the book and got up and put it back where I found it. I turned and made my way to the bedroom and crawled into bed. For the first time in my life, I felt like I wanted to cry.
The loud noise pulled me out of my thoughts and I quickly looked around. I looked over to Jason and he gave the all clear.
Fuck. My nerves are on edge. I pushed Azurdee out of my mind and focused on the mission.
Another two hours passed as we sat there and did what we were good at: Waiting. I looked at each set of teams and then over to Jason. I slowly raised my hand and signaled to make sure he didn’t need a rest. When he said he was okay, I turned back around and closed my eyes. I quickly opened them again. The only thing I saw when I closed my damn eyes was her smile and the pain in her eyes when she ran out of the barn.
I thought back to the night we went for a drive in the ranch jeep.
I pulled up to the old shed and parked the jeep. I looked over at Azurdee and when she smiled I instantly smiled back at her. “You want to go for a walk? The night is beautiful and it’s a nice cool evening.”
She nodded her head and jumped out of the jeep and met me in front of it. I grabbed her hand and we slowly started walking.
“So how do you like my family?”
She laughed and said, “I love them. They’re funny. I can see how much they love you and Tristan. Your mom cracks me up. I’m going to have to cook one of her recipes and put on a daily special and take a picture.”
We walked for a bit in silence. Azurdee stopped and looked at me. “Dance with me.”
I laughed and said, “There’s no music.”
She shrugged and said, “Do we need music?”
“I need music to dance.”
She laughed and pulled my hand and began walking back to the jeep. “Does the jeep have FM stereo? Please say it does.”
I chortled and said, “Yes ma’am, it does.”
She jumped into the jeep and turned it on and then turned on the radio. The moment “Best Night Ever” by Glor
iana began playing she let out a small scream and jumped out and ran into my arms.
I laughed and spun her around and then began dancing with her. “I take it you like this song.”
She laughed as she nodded her head. “It makes me think of that first night I made you dinner. Then our first night together.”
I pulled her closer to me. “That day changed my life.”
“Which one?” she whispered.
“Both.”
She pulled back and gave me the sweetest smile ever. I leaned down and gently kissed her soft sweet lips.
I pulled back a bit and said, “I’m thinking we make this the best night ever too.”
She bit down on her lower lip and nodded her head in that innocent way that turns me on even more. I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around me as I walked her over to the jeep and set her down on the hood.
And it was indeed the best night ever.
I jumped when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. Fuck! I was sure I turned it off. I quickly pulled it out.
We had been sitting here all night and well into the morning. I saw Scott’s text message scroll across my screen. I looked over to Jason who was looking through the binoculars.
I opened up the text message:
Lark. As soon as you get this call me ASAP. Azurdee’s restaurant caught fire. Her car is still there. They think she may still be inside.
I just stared at the text message for a couple of minutes trying to make sense out of it. My heart dropped to my stomach and I leaned over and began throwing up. I tried like hell to stay quiet. One of the SEAL team members looked at me and signaled to see if I was okay. I held up my thumb and wiped my mouth off.
I got a drink from my canteen and hit reply:
Me: When? When did this happen? Is the fire going on right now? Maybe she got out the back? I can’t come home, I’m on a mission. Keep me updated.
I hit send and prayed to God I would keep the signal long enough to get it out. When it popped up that the message delivered my hands started shaking as I turned off my phone.
