Sure you do
Live a little, H.
CHAPTER 14
The Lull
Harper
Eli drives me home after school. I’m still a little numb from how easy it will be to make me want them, but also still a little turned on and frustrated. He pulls into the driveway before he says, “Turn on your laptop tonight.”
I glance at him as I go to open the door. “Why? I’m not being punished, am I?”
I didn’t do a damn thing to deserve a punishment today. I made sure of it. Even if the second half of the day flew by in a daze. My lips felt swollen. My ass bruised from their touch. My panties damp with desire. My pussy throbbed with need.
Going to class turned on seems like enough punishment for the day.
“No punishment, kitten.” Eli reaches over and tugs one of my tendrils gently. “We like to see you and until you aren’t grounded, this is the best way.”
I open my mouth to protest and then shut it. This is a battle I don’t want to win. I like seeing them at night. It’s safe with them in their rooms and me in mine.
As far as I know, no other girl has had this from them. It’s all mine. They’re all mine.
“Fine. After your practice is over, I’ll open the window on my laptop.”
“Good.” Eli waits until I get out of the car before saying, “We can kiss you whenever we want now, kitten. Starting tomorrow. Only kissing though.”
I give him a thumbs-up when I really want to flip him the bird. Great. Kissing I feel all the way down to my toes. I might as well kiss my virginity goodbye.
He chuckles darkly as I close the door and watch him pull out of the driveway back toward school. I shudder to think my first time might be the same as today. Passed from one asshole to the next. Maybe even timed.
The horny bitch cheers. I don’t even know what to do about her. She would be happy to take all of them at once. I pause and scrunch up my nose. How would that even work? All of them having sex with me at once?
I’ve seen some romance books with threesomes in them, but I haven’t searched for anything more. Maybe I should do some research.
I shake my head. I’m not having sex with all of them at the same time. Not if I have anything to say about it. They still want me togivethem my virginity, so that can be on my terms. I make my way into the house.
“You didn’t drive today?” My mom looks up from her phone as she sits at the kitchen island.
My asshole owners insistedprobably won’t cut it. “My friend wants me to ride with him.”
“Him?” Mom perks up. “There’s a him?”
There are four hims, and I can’t stop thinking about those kisses. Does that make me a whore because I want them all? Does that make metheirwhore? I don’t even know what to think anymore. For years, I haven’t done anything with any guy. No guy has even tempted me.
But these guys. Every single one of them makes me want them. Every single one of them tempts me to lower my guard and let them take anything they want. Fuck, maybe Kenz is right and I should just give in and have one hell of a senior year fucking four guys.
Mom clears her throat.
Heat rushes to my face. “Uh, yeah, there’s a him.”
And his three friends.
“Oh.” Mom looks a little shocked, and then she registers my outfit and makeup.
Things I’ve never worn before in my life because of them. Not that I can tell her why the sudden change in clothing is only partially about boys or why I felt it necessary to hide before.
She gets this mom look in her eyes, and I know I’m in for a talk.