I moved his legs to rest against my chest and shoulders. The new angle must have hit different, as Utahn’s breath came out in gasps, and his cries became higher pitched.
“Yes!” He gripped one of my hands holding his hips. “Exactly like tha—”
He tilted his head back and thrust his hips higher. And then I felt his walls squeeze around me.
“Oh, stars.” He winced before releasing hot, white ribbons across his stomach. “I…I…”
“Shh.” Without pulling out of him, I reached over to my nightstand for a wipe and cleaned off his belly.
When I finished, he tried to shimmy back on the bed, but I clasped his waist and held him still.
He frowned, blinking rapidly. “But, don’t I need to take care of you now?”
“Huh?” What did he mean by that?
He took a deep breath. “I’ve released. Now I need to finish you off.”
My chest clenched, but I tried my hardest not to show any reaction. Which of his past lovers had made him believe that was how sex worked?
I leaned over him and ran my fingers along the side of his face. “I quite enjoy being inside you like this. If it’s okay with you, I’d like to stay like this. Unless I’m hurting you.”
He chewed his bottom lip, looking away. “You…you feel good inside me. I’ve always dreamed of what it would be like to be this intimate with you.”
I kissed his cheek and rocked slowly in and out of him, hoping to get him to look at me again. “Are you disappointed?”
“No.” He quickly turned his head. “Not at all. This really is my dream come true.”
I cupped his cheek and brushed my thumb along his bottom lip. “It is for me, too.”
He pulled me down on top of him and nuzzled his head in my neck. “You make me feel special.”
“You are special.” I kissed up his jawline to his lips. “You’re beautiful.” A kiss on his lips. “Hardworking.” And another. “Unbelievably sexy.” One more. Though I could kiss him forever. “And I have never wanted anyone the way I want you.”
He grinned, batting his eyelashes. “Well, you have me, alpha. I’m all yours.”
I couldn’t help the growl that escaped from my throat. No one had called me alpha before. Sliding my hands under his shoulders, I held him tight against me and picked him up. Then I turned us around and sat on the bed with him on my lap. Heavens, he felt amazing.
Resting his palms on my shoulders, he smiled and gyrated his hips. “Mmm, this feels good. You feel so good inside me.”
I wrapped my arms around him and looked up to kiss him. “I never want to be anywhere else.”
He giggled before running his lips over mine. We were kissing when he lurched forward, pushing his weight against me. Though I fell on the bed, our connection didn’t end. Our bodies moved as one while my affection for Utahn made my heart feel too large for my body. He was everything I’d ever wanted and more. I yearned to leave my mark on him, to take my claim of his body and his heart. Yet, that would hardly be fair to him when our relationship, whatever it had become, was still new and not labeled. I fought off that urge, instead, focusing on the pleasure of his warmth.
When Utahn sat straight up, fire coursed through my veins, and my control slipped. I tried to hold him as he rocked back and forth, but the ecstasy flowing through every part of my body was too intense. I could barely hang on to my sanity.
He dug his fingertips into my chest as he ground harder against me, low moans coming from deep in his throat. Stars, I didn’t know how much longer I could last. I wanted him to come again. I was used to my previous partners releasing many times before I had to halt the encounter due to exhaustion. This sensation I felt with Utahn was completely new, and it scared me a little. But I did not want him to stop.
His moans grew louder and higher pitched as he bounced over my cock. Fuck. That was it. I couldn’t hold on. My orgasm hit me hard, taking my breath away. I released into him, grunting as I tried to keep from bucking him off.
He cried out a moment later, throwing his head back as he came again. Covered in sweat, chest heaving, he looked like a celestial angel above me.
Suddenly, he stared at me, eyes wide, and all signs of his pleasure gone.
“What? Did I hurt you? Are you okay?” What had I done? I didn’t want this to end badly. Not after the best sex of my life.
He narrowed his eyes before giving me a half smile. “You knotted in me.”
Oh fuck.I hadn’t meant to do that. “I’m sorry. I… Stars, I’m not used to this.”
