“Yes, dear.” Felix smiles as he lowers himself down enough to continue kissing along my neck, his hands planted on either side of me so he’s not smothering me with his weight.
I reach down to stroke the pad of my thumb over the tip of his cock. It feels a lot different with the condom on it, but from the way he groans into the crook of my neck, he still loves the feel of me touching him. I trail the head of his cock through my folds, relishing the way he holds himself so still, letting me explore this moment, even though I’m sure he’s as desperate to press forward and sink inside of me as I am to have him do it.
The bed dips on both sides of me as Elliot and Sebastian stretch out beside us. Maybe I should be weirded out to have them right here as I’m about to fuck their best friend, but I’m not. It feels right.
I glance over Felix’s shoulder and meet Lukas’s eyes. He’s sitting right there at my feet, hand wrapped around my ankle, mouth shiny from my orgasm. I’m still looking at him as Felix lines himself up with my entrance.
“Ready?” Felix asks, and I turn my eyes to meet his behind his glasses. I nod, and he presses slowly forward, sinking inside me.
Even as wet as I am from the orgasm Lukas gave me, it hurts a little. Felix is so big, and as my body adjusts to take him, I can’t help but bite my lip and close my eyes, breathing through the discomfort.
“You’re doing so good.” Lukas rubs his thumb across my ankle, even as Elliot and Sebastian both lean in to kiss me—Elliot the side of my head, and Sebastian my shoulder.
“You’re so tight,” groans Felix as he moves the last little bit until he’s buried inside me. “You’re doing amazing. Are you okay?”
“Yeah,” I whisper, and pull his head in for a kiss. “It’s just … weird. Good weird. I’ve never felt anything like this.”
He kisses across my cheekbone until he reaches my ear and says very softly, “I’m going to start to move. Tell me if it’s too much.”
I nod, and he withdraws his cock, then presses forward again. He slowly drags his thick length in and out, letting me adjust to the feeling of being fucked while he kisses my neck, gently sucking on the spot where my racing pulse flutters under my skin.
“I’m not going to last long. You’re too good,” says Felix, his voice gruff, like he can’t catch his breath.
Reaching between us, his thumb brushes over my clit in tight concentric circles and my hips buck in time to his thrusts, meeting each movement of his own hips. He doesn’t let up, continuing to thrust in a slow steady rhythm that contradicts his stressed breathing and frantic fingers.
“Fuck!” The word is ripped from my chest as the orgasm comes out of nowhere, forcing my eyes to roll back in my head and my fists to tighten their grip on the sheets as I quiver underneath him.
As the orgasm subsides, my fingers let go of the sheets and I lie there, panting and shaking. Elliot and Sebastian both take my limp hands in theirs, bringing them to their lips and kissing them as I float on air. Even Felix’s change of pace to quick short thrusts feels good, extending the flutters wracking my body.
Felix’s face is a tableau of pure ecstasy as he freezes above me and then collapses, nuzzling into my neck.
“That was incredible. Thank you.” He plants a kiss on my shoulder and then continues to just lie half on top of me, holding me tight and keeping me warm.
“You were outstanding,” says Lukas, leaning over him and kissing my forehead. “I knew you would be.”
My brain is fuzzy, and I’m warm and sticky from sweat and my multiple orgasms. But it’s so cozy with our little cuddle pile that I don’t want to move. Felix is a little heavy, pressing me into the mattress, but I don’t care. I want to stay like this forever.
I don’t know how long we lie there before an alarm goes off, making me giggle. That’s my guys. Always setting alarms.
“It’s okay, you rest,” says Elliot, sliding my glasses off and kissing my forehead as I stir beneath Felix.
They slowly climb out of bed, but Elliot comes back with a warm washcloth and cleans me up, then gently pulls the towel out from beneath my hips.
“Keep resting,” says Lukas, pulling the covers up over me. “Come downstairs whenever you’re ready. No rush.”
They each lean down to kiss me before making their way to the door. Felix is the last, still fastening his pants as he sits next to me on the bed and brushes his lips across mine.
“You’re amazing,” he whispers near my ear. “And I’m honored to have you choose me for your first time. Thank you.” He moves a piece of hair off my forehead as he stands, and I’m only dimly aware of the door shutting as I drift into sleep.
Chapter Nineteen
When I wake up, the room is dark. I sit up in a panic. What time is it? Did I just sleep away the entire day? Did I miss the guys’ events?
I grab for my phone and see that I only slept for twenty minutes. That calms me down enough to realize it’s only dark because the curtains are closed.
I pad over to them, still naked, and throw open the blackout curtains, keeping the netted ones over the windows. We might be a ways up and probably no one can see, but I don’t want to flash anyone in case someone is able to see in. Elliot had cleaned me up before they left, but I still want a shower. Especially if I’m going to go down and sit next to their parents. I definitely don’t want to smell like sex.
Oh god, did Felix shower? I bet he didn’t. There wasn’t time. I hope that by the time he sees the parents again after the competition, the sex smell has worn off. I don’t love the idea of the other competitors smelling me on him and being able to connect the dots from the sex musk to the girl he’s hanging out with all weekend, but as long as the parents don’t realize, I’ll have to be content with that.
