you've left a string of broken hearted men behind you all your life. I'm only basing reality on what i've personally witnessed.
Reno just said he should have asked me to go with him.
holy fuck? like on tour or?
I think so? I haven't responded. I'm trying to not visibly freak out so august doesnt make me explain… they are driving rn
He flipped back to his chat with Reno.
Reno
I knew that wouldn't be fair to you though, I cant expect you to drop everthing to go on a tour with me. Plus, the bus is already crowded as is.
Its not very comfortable haha. Just had to say though.
Why? I mean, last night was
amazing.
but im still just some guy you've only been texting for a week. I don't get it.
When Reno didn’t respond right away, Luka flipped over to his texts, thought about what to send Maria, and came up blank. What could he even say about all of this? He looked outthe window again and watched the clouds move by, promising the rain they had threatened to give last night. He swallowed, wishing he had water, wishing he could smoke in August’s Jeep. Just to give himself something to do, something to fidget with before he started to go insane.
Reno
sry im trying to think of how to say
Do you believe in fate?
No, not really. My parent raised me christian and it kinda messed me up. So, when i stopped talking to them I also stopped thinking anything could be predestined.
I don't like thinking a god could pick what happens for me in my life instead of me choosing.
oh no. not like god more like
hmm… forming thought
like if life put you in a place at a time on purpose.
i sound cheesy.
i'm not following
im a little embarrassed
and im a little confused lol
that makes two of us. this is confused for me, but i've learned if life pulls me hard indirections, its the right ways to go. At least, its worked for me so far and well, i'm really lucky to have the life I do. I always followed my gut, let my heart guide me whatever I do
What are you suggesting?
That if I couldn't forget you for ten years, I think I shouldn't forget you now
Luka felt like he might faint.
He rolled down the window, held his phone up, and froze, feeling the humid air rush around him as the pressure of it hit his eardrums.
“What are you doing?” August said, eyebrows raised as they quickly looked at Luka then back to the road.
