“Weird?”
“No.” He shakes his head. “Important.” He squeezes and massages my calves in his hands. “It feels heavy. I’ve never experienced this before, and I’m a little scared.”
“Which one of your exes told you you were bad in bed?”
“Now? Really?” He rolls his eyes. “Can’t believe I told you that.”
“What? I just want to know which one lied to you is all.”
Cam looks at me flatly. “Tatiana, and now I’m soft.”
“You are such a drama queen in the bedroom.” I grab him to me, tugging him down and mashing our lips hard together. “Stop thinking and just feel, okay?” He nods against my lips, and I lift up, grinding against him. “Just tell me what you like.”
His tongue pushes inside my mouth. Hot and wet. There’s no holding back. My hands slide down his back, slipping into his sweats and grabbing a handful of his glorious ass. I pull him closer. My hands slide down over his hips, dipping into the front wrapping around his cock.
“Not so soft now, huh?” I tease, and Cam smiles against my lips then kisses me harder. His cock jerks in my hand with the swipe of his tongue, and my thumb rubs across his head in slow circles as I feel him shiver against me. “You’re dripping, Cam.” Because of me. That’s what I’m doing to him. “You’re so sexy.”
“You’ve seen me without a shirt before,” he says.
“Yeah, but . . . I’ve never allowed my mind to travel too far down this path.” I begin to jerk him slowly.
“Holy shit, Bo.” He rests his forehead against my collarbone.
“You’re so big.”
“You’ve seen my dick before.”
“Yeah, well, now it’s going inside me,” I laugh, stroking him. “I mean, unless you’re bottoming.”
“No.”
“Didn’t think so.” I laugh again, still stroking him slowly and drinking in the look in his eyes.
“I would, though,” he whispers. That makes me still. “With you, I mean. I’d try anything with you. Eventually.” He kisses my neck. “I want to try everything with you.” Cam’s hand slides inside my sleep pants and cups me. “But right now I want to be inside you.” Cam’s fingers travel down, dipping between my cheeks. I spread my legs as he taps my hole. “I want this pretty pussy gripping me.” The dirty talk sets my skin on fire.
“Stop making me wait, then. I need you.” My fingers slip from his pants. “Moving at a damn glacial pace, Cam!”
“Excuse me. I take my time with my lovers.”
“Twenty years is long enough! No more waiting. Let’s go. Pants off.”
“My god, are you always this bossy with your boyfriends?” I bite my cheek. I really didn’t want to admit this. “Bo?”
“Cam, there’s been no one else.”
“Like, at all?”
“I’m pretty sure that’s the definition of no one.”
“But you’ve hooked up with guys before. You’ve told me.Oh, there’s the jealousy. I don’t like that. Your mouth is mine only from now on. I'll have the documents drafted up and on your desk by Monday.”This is my best friend.
“I’ve never done this with anyone.”
“Oh, okay uh, well, there’s the pressure back full force.”
“Cam,” I huff. “Just take your fucking pants off and get over here.”
“Slide yours down too. Same time.” It hits me now that each time we’ve done this we’ve never been fully naked. Which shouldn’t matter, but it also feels like it might.
