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“They don’t have Snapple Apple!” I defend myself.
“So you destroyed the store?” Hawk points to the cashier. “This idiot was about to call the cops, Raven! If I hadn’t seen your car and stopped in to see what the fuck you were doing, you would probably be in handcuffs by now.” He pulls his wallet out of his back pocket and tosses several hundred dollar bills on the counter. “Clean it up. That’s for whatever she destroyed.”
Then he tosses me over his shoulder and dumps me on the ground beside his hog. “This is beneath you, Raven.” His tone is calmer now, the hardness gone—mostly. “You think you’re the only girl to have her heart broken? Well, you aren’t. Get over it. Bash has a daughter, deal with it. He didn’t tell you? Maybe it was because you don’t act much older than his kid.”
I jump to my feet, ready to smack him across his handsome face. Instead his last words scrape over raw, emotional nerves, and I stumble back, pain shooting straight to my heart.
I burst into tears, hating myself because I know he’s right.
Chapter 15
Bash
I honestly can’t remember the name of the girl I had sex with for the first time. Everyone after her is just as much of a blank for me too. Just plain and simple fucking. I’ve done it a hundred times with just as many different females.
But the first night I made love to Raven? I’ll remember that moment for the rest of my life. When I’m old and losing my mind I’ll still remember that night. The taste of her lips—sweet with just a little bite of tartness—as I kissed her. The sound of her sighs as I touched every inch of her body. The feel of her nails clawing down my back as I drove her over the edge. Every damn second of that night is forever engraved in my mind …
It wasn’t easy to get the alone time we needed for a night like that. Raven’s brothers were starting to notice the way Raven couldn’t help but look at me now. I couldn’t blame her. I was finding it harder and harder to not let my feelings shine through my eyes when I looked at her too. The memory of the kiss we had shared on her birthday—and every kiss since—kept my body on simmer with need for her.
Spider was the only one who knew what was going on. It was crazy. Dangerous. I shouldn’t have involved my friend. Not when Jet would beat his ass just as hard as he would mine if he found out Spider knew. But I needed his help. How else was I supposed to have the time I needed with Raven alone? I wanted her to decide if I was worth keeping, and unless we had some quality time together, she wasn’t going to be able to decide.
So with Spider keeping the entire club entertained with some new sheep down at the warehouse, I was at Raven’s house.
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sp; Raven smirked at me as she lifted her head from my chest. “Your heart is going to explode if you don’t calm it down.”
I tucked her in closer. It was insane that I was nervous. I doubted I was this anxious when I had lost my virginity at thirteen. Here I was, twenty-six and about to make love to the girl that owned me body and soul, on the verge of a fucking heart attack. Spider would never let me live this shit down if he ever found out I was such a pussy.
She shifted on my lap until she was straddling me. Her sleep shirt hiked up her bare thighs, and her hot pussy settled right over my throbbing hard-on. I sucked in a sharp breath, realizing that Raven hadn’t put on any panties after her shower. “Fuck, Raven.” I muttered, letting my head fall back against the couch. “You’re going to kill me.”
“Maybe. But I’ll make it feel good, baby.” She sucked on the throbbing pulse at the base of my throat. “I need you to fuck me tonight, Bash.”
I grasped her bare ass in both of my hands, my fingers gripping her flesh hard as I tried to rein in what little control I had when it came to this female. It was no use trying to hold onto control. Where Raven was concerned, I was powerless. With her legs wrapped around my waist, I stood and carried her up the stairs to her room.
Her fingers combed through my long hair, her face buried into my neck as I closed and locked her bedroom door. I seriously doubted her brothers would bother to come into her room should they come home before dawn, but I wasn’t up to chancing it. As I turned toward her bed, I was already toeing my boots off.
I was shaking, so turned on, so nervous. It was almost like I was about to have sex for the first time in my life. But maybe I was because this would be the first time I ever made love to anyone.
As soon as I sat on the edge of her bed, she started tearing my shirt off. I chuckled, soul deep, as I pulled back and took hold of her hands. “Easy, Raven. We have all night.”
Green eyes on fire with desire met mine. “I’m about to go up in flames, Bash. I don’t have two minutes, let alone all night. Please, I need you.”
My dick swelled even more, making me wince in pain as it pressed against the metal of my zipper. I stood and laid her across the mattress so I could strip out of my jeans. Her eyes watched me the entire time, taking in the sight of my fully aroused cock for the first time. Over the last two weeks we made out as often as possible, and I let her explore my body as much as she wanted. But it wasn’t until right now that I had let her see what she loved to touch.
Raven licked her lips as she watched my dick twitch in response to her gaze. Grinning, I cupped my hand around the shaft, stroking to the tip and releasing a few drops of pre-cum. I wiped the clear liquid away with my finger and rubbed it across her bottom lip. Watching her suck that bottom lip into her mouth and moan nearly put me over the edge.
Growling, I spread her thighs and settled between them, letting her heat envelope me as I kissed every inch of her beautiful face. She helped me pull her shirt over her head and I buried my face in the valley between her ripe tits. Her back arched, silently begging me to suck her nipples, but I didn’t give in. Instead, I sank my teeth into the flesh of the mound and sucked.
When I released her with a loud, wet pop I was satisfied with the love bite it left behind. Only I would know that mark was there, and it made me even harder as I kissed away the sting of the bite. I did the same to the other tit, sucking harder than I had the other, making her beg for me to stop.
Even as she clawed at my back, asking me to stop and begging me not to in the same breath, I felt her growing more damp against my shaft as it rubbed up and down her sweet smelling clit. She wasn’t going to last long, and I doubted I would either. I was cool with that. We needed to take the edge off or I was going to end up hurting her. “Bash!” Raven’s nails sank into my biceps, breaking skin even with her short nails.
I relished the sharp pain as I lifted my head and watched her come apart for me for the first time. Her eyes rolled back in her head. Lower, where my dick was still rubbing up and down that slick little clit, I could feel her pulsing and thrust two fingers deep so I could feel her clenching around me as she came.
“That’s it, Raven. Come for me.” I pulled my fingers free and sucked her sweet release from my fingers. Fuck! That taste could become addictive if I wasn’t careful.
She gasped for breath, lying there soft and spent. I had never seen a more beautiful sight in my life. It was with that thought that I thrust against her hot clit and came. Her name left my mouth on a growl, and she lifted her head to watch my dick spasm a thick, hot release and shoot it across her stomach.
