“Fuck yes, this pussy of yours is fucking tight, wet, warm.” The more I talk, the harder and faster Helena’s hips move. “I can’t wait to feel this pussy gripping my cock again. Best fucking thing I’ve ever felt. I bet you want that, don’t you? You want to choke my cock with your pussy? Take everything I’ve got? Come on, princess, come for me. I want your juices all over my fucking hand. I want my fingers to smell like you when I choke the life out of the fucker trying to hurt you.”
Thatdoes it. Helena’s body stiffens, shakes slightly, and then she slumps into my arms. If I wasn’t holding her up, I have no doubt she’d fall to the kitchen floor.
“Fuck.” I remove my hand and readjust her panties. “So damn hot,” I grunt as I bring my glistening fingers to my mouth before sucking them clean. Her taste explodes on my tongue. “Fucking delicious.”
“I really needed that,” Helena says breathlessly. She hasn’t been, but shelooksthoroughly fucked right now.
Just as that thought crosses my mind, there’s a rapid knock on my door. “Fuck, it’s your brother,”
“Shit, shit, shit.” Helena scrambles off the counter as she pushes away from me.
“Go into the bathroom. Freshen up and come back out not looking so… freshly fucked,” I tell her. “Although it’s a great fucking look on you.”
“Thanks.” Helena smiles. “Just don’t do anything stupid, like come clean to Neo about what we’ve been doing. There are some things he really doesn’t need to know.”
“Okay,” I agree.
I know it’s going to have to come out eventually, though, because I’m not sure I want to walk away from this. I never believed that you could fall in love at first sight. I don’t thinkwhat I feel for Helena is love, but it’s strong. When I saw her apartment, I wanted blood. I wanted to wrap her up and lock her away somewhere safe. I’ve never felt that urge before. Ever.
Chapter Nine
All the bliss, that floatiness I felt after the orgasm that Marco gave me, disintegrated the moment my brother knocked on the apartment door. I didn’t even get to enjoy my post-orgasm glow for five minutes.
I love my brother. I can’t kill my brother. It would upset my mother.I repeat the mantra in my head as I wash my face with cold water. Fix my hair and straighten my clothes. Once I’m satisfied I don’t look “freshly fucked” as Marco termed it, I walk out into the living room to find my brother, cousin, and sister-in-law.
“Oh, honey, are you okay?” Angelica comes rushing over to me with outstretched arms, and then her hands are wrapped around my back. Squeezing the life out of me. “Don’t worry. I’m going to find this motherfucker and make him wish he was never born,” she whispers into my ear.
“I think you’ll need to take a ticket for that torture chamber.” I laugh. I look to my cousin. He’s always quiet and reserved. Observant. “How long is it going to take to find him? I can’t just put my life on hold.”
“Helena, we will find him. You just need to be patient and careful until we do,” T says in a calm tone.
“I think you should go stay with Lola until this all blows over,” Neo adds.
“No.” My head snaps to my brother, my hands firmly planted on my hips. “You are not shipping me off to some deserted island. Not happening.”
“It’s happening if I say it’s happening,” Neo grunts at me.
“Yeah? And who’s going to make me go? You? I’d like to see you try.” I laugh at him.
“I’d like to see you try to stop me,” Neo retorts.
“Enough,” T cuts in. “Helena, what do you want to do? You can’t go back to your apartment. You can come home with me,” he says, without waiting for me to answer his question first.
“Your wife is pregnant. I’m not taking my problems to your house.”
“You’re family, not a problem,” he counters.
“You can come to our place,” Angelica offers. “It’ll be fun, and Izzy would love to have you there.”
I smirk. “On one condition,” I tell her. “Actually, two conditions.”
“Name 'em.” Angelica smiles at me. It’s one of those deceivingly sweet smiles of hers too, but I know just how lethal her thoughts are underneath it.
“One…” I hold up a finger. “I don’t want to hear you two going at it. I’m still paying for therapy from last time.” I shudder at the memory. “Two, Marco comes with me.”
“Why?” Neo squints his eyes in my direction.
“Because he’s my bodyguard and I want him there.”
