I’m allowing him in even though I know it would be better if I cut this off now. Why the fuck am I doing this to myself?
I need to get him out of my system. I need to stop thinking about him and there’s only way I can think to do that. I need to get laid and I need to do it quick.
I button up my shirt slowly, keeping an eye on the stream. Jesus, if I thought just thinking about Kei today was hard,seeinghim is a thousand times worse.
“Wait, wait, wait,” Kei is saying, his fingers stilling. Right now, he’s sitting in his computer seat, his feet up on his desk while his writing tablet is in his lap. He’s working on the commission someone won during the charity stream. He’s got two cameras set up. One is looking down at the tablet as he draws. The other is his normal face cam which shows himself along with Blue and Rodney who’re in the room with him.
He looks so casually handsome like this. He’s relaxed and having fun with his friends. I get the perfect view of his beautifully long fingers as he draws. Jesus, this stream is going to send me over the edge before I have time to finish getting ready.
The moment this stream ends, I’m bolting out the door. I can’t take this any more. The sooner I can fuck these feelings away, the better.
“I’m so serious,” Blue says, looking over at Kei. “They already sent me a copy of the game. I can start playing it any day.”
“You don’t evenliketrading card games like I do. This is so not fair.”
“Have you tried being a better streamer?”
“I fucking hate you,” Kei says with a growl. “I’m so jealous. I’m gonna hack into your account just so I can play it.”
“You want me to ask them for another copy?”
Kei pouts over at his best friend and I can’t stop my train of thought. He’s cute. He’s fucking adorable. What the fuck is wrong with me?
“Pretty please with sugar on top?”
“I’ll see what I can do,” Blue says, throwing a wink over at Kei.
WizeWizard(mod): I’ll clear my schedule for when the hyperfixation takes over
GuessWhat(vip): Marathon Streams! Hell yeah!
OliverandCompany(vip): I hear that game has some really cool voice actors
“You know how some of you fuckers get obsessed with buying cameos from voice actors? Well, I personally know some of the voice actors of this upcoming game,” Kei says proudly. “I don’t even have to pay them to say shit to me because we’re friends. Ha!”
“You’re so annoying,” Rodney says with a chuckle, ruffling Kei’s hair. “Don’t bully your chat so much.”
“They like it,” Kei says. He grabs Rodney’s wrist and pushes his face against it, making all three of them snort. Then he turns back to his drawing.
“Is it almost rut time? You’ve been super clingy the last week.”
“Have not,” Kei answers with a pout. He looks away, seeming to count in his head before nodding. “Yeah. Rut should be here soon.”
“That explains so much,” Blue says with a chuckle, making Kei growl at him.
“The other day I was scrolling through the platform and landed on this really cool French streamer.”
“Okay?”
“It just had me thinking.”
“About what?” Blue asks.
“I think I could become the top French streamer on the platform without even really trying. It honestly wouldn’t even be that hard.”
SookieBlahBlahBlah(mod): …Would be hard becoming the top French speaker if you can’t speak French
“I can totally speak French, Sookie!”
