“Then why won’t you take me?” she yelled.
“That’s what this is about?” He breathed, and then his lips twitched into that damn frustrating smirk and she saw red.
“Yes!” Johanna swore that somehow his eyes burned brighter at her outburst, but that didn’t stop her. “We haven’t been intimate in months! You sit here and do these training sessions with me, where you do nothing but tease me every damn second, but you’re not affected by them, byme. Being close to me does nothing to you! Instead, you wear the same fucking smile you have on your face right now! And then, to make matters worse, I find you jerking off in the shower. You’d rather do that than be inside of me, and ithurts!”
“Sunflower—”
“Don’t fucking call me that!”
Suddenly Luke’s fingers wrapped around her throat. He squeezed and the sensation went straight to her core. Her lips parted and he loosened his grip enough to let her pull in a breath.
“Now are you going to be a good girl and let me speak, or do I need to find other ways to keep you quiet?”
She moaned. Gods help her, she moaned. “Luke—”
He growled in response and lowered his head to hers until he was all she could see, all she could feel, until he overwhelmed her senses in just the way she longed for him to. “You don’t speak. You don’t say a single word until I finish. Do you understand?”
Goosebumps broke out over her skin from the danger in his voice, the very threat of punishment if she didn’t comply. She licked her lips and his eyes fell there for a moment before he shuddered, his fingers flexing around her throat, choking her once more. The look in his eyes, his wildness, his pleasure, had her spreading her legs wider for him. He pushed against her pelvis and it was only then that she realized he was fully naked and still incredibly hard.
He took her silence as her answer, and his fingers ran over her skin. “Everything you said was wrong.”
She opened her mouth to argue but his sharp look practicallydaredher to disobey him. She promptly pressed her lips back together.
“I started those training sessions for two reasons. One was to help you. Really, it was, but the other reason was much more selfish.”
His hand ran down her shirt and he ripped it away from her. His aggression made her cry out as the walls of her pussy clenched, already wet and begging for him to fill her.
Luke’s eyes ran over her breasts, still in her bra, and then he ripped it away from her too. He tore it into shreds as if the material had offended him somehow. “You drive me crazy, sunflower. Absolutely crazy, and I needed another way to get my hands on you while still understanding you may need time to heal.”
His hands drifted lower over her stomach. She arched her back, her skin heated by his touch. He groaned as he ripped away the closure of her pants, tore at them until there was nothing left.
“You said my teasing hurt you, well it fuckingkilledme, but I hoped it would help to make you comfortable with me, and that eventually you’d desire my touch again. What I didn’t know was that somehow I’d make you lose your damn mind and think I didn’t want you.” Luke brushed the tip of his dick in between her folds and they both moaned. “Does that feel like I don’t want you?”
She whimpered, wanting to answer but not wanting to break his rule.
A dark chuckle rumbled through him. “You can answer that,” he said, leaning down and sucking her neck, making her moan again.
Johanna arched against him, lifted her hips, and tried to get him inside of her, but he moved so slowly, so calculated and controlled that she wanted to scream. She was so far gone she whimpered, barely able to speak. “N-no. But the shower.”
Luke gripped her hips, keeping her still. “I love you. I love you enough to try to be gentle with you, to be vulnerable with you. All those times you were underneath me I wanted to rut you like a damn dog in heat. I imagined I could damn near feel your pussy swallowing me whole. But you needed time. I needed you. I still need you and I still want you. I want you so much it hurts.”
He brushed her hair away from her face, the action completely at odds with the crazed look in his eyes. “What you saw in the shower was that. I needed to be inside of you so badly that it fucking hurt, and I thought, stupidly, that maybe I could take care of it, and that once I did it would be better for the both of us. I was barely hanging on, and while I knew you’d let me fuck you, I didn’t want you to regret it.” His grip on her wrists tightened. “But I couldn’t come.”
Her eyes widened but he continued.
“That’s right, I can’t come if I’m not inside of you. I can’t come if the scent of you isn’t on me, if your pussy isn’t sucking me dry.”
Johanna moaned his name. She writhed underneath him, so close to coming from his words alone that she knew she’d explode the moment he entered her.
“It’s the same thing for you too, isn’t it, sunflower?” His fingertips grazed her clit and she arched under him as if struck by lightning. “You can’t come if it isn’t with me. Say it.”
“Yes!” she cried.
“Good girl,” he purred as he pinched her clit. “Now tell me you want it. Tell me you want my cock inside your drenched pussy. I need to hear it before I take you.”
The words were on the tip of her lips, but she swallowed them back, needing to say something else instead. “Luke, let go of my wrists, please.”
“Are you going to try to hit me?”
