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“Oh, wait, I know. Is it because all these months he didn’t tell you about something he KNEW you wouldn’t understand and would go bananas over, because it is in your nature to go bananas over the littlest things, and he wanted to spare you?”
“What he did,” I said, a catch in my voice, “wasn’t LITTLE—”
“Oh, spare me,” Lilly spat. “Tina told me about that stupid book her aunt gave her. Are you really so ignorant that you don’t know that this whole ‘Precious Gift’ crap started off as men’s way of controlling females so that they could limit their number of sexual partners, and therefore ensure the legitimacy of their own offspring?”
“Hold on,” I said, glaring at her. Which was hard to do, considering the tears that were causing my nose to feel prickly. “There is NOTHING wrong with waiting to have sex until you can do it with someone you love.”
“Of course there’s not,” Lilly said. “You’re totally entitled to that belief. But CONDEMNING someone who doesn’t necessarily SHARE that belief? That’s no better than those fundamentalist judges in Iran who condemn women to be buried up to their necks in sand and have rocks thrown at their heads. Because any way you look at it, that’s YOU punishing someone for not sharing YOUR morals.”
The tears totally came with that one. I mean, seriously. Comparing ME to one of those evil fundamentalist judges?
But Lilly wouldn’t let up.
“Why don’t you just admit what this whole fight with Michael is REALLY
about, Mia?” she snarled. “You’re mad because Michael won’t do what you want and stay in New York to be your little lapdog. Because he has a mind of his own and he wants to use it to make a LIFE of his own. THAT’s what this is all about. And DON’T try to deny it.”
That’s when J.P. got up, grabbed Lilly by the arm, and said, “Come on. We’re going for a walk,” and dragged her out of the cafeteria.
And that’s also when I started to cry in earnest. Not sobbing or anything. Just quietly weeping, over the remains of my burger.
Yes. I am a pathetic crying meat-eater now.
Boris patted me on the shoulder and said, “Don’t cry, Mia. I think you’re doing the right thing. Long-distance relationships never work. Better to make a clean break of it, like this.”
“Boris,” Tina said, sounding exasperated.
“No,” I said. “He’s right.”
Because he is.
I just wish he wasn’t.
Also that I was dead.
I just went and got some bacon to put on my cheeseburger.
Friday, September 10, G & T
I almost skipped this class. Partly because I felt really sick after the burger. I definitely shouldn’t have added the bacon.
But also partly because I didn’t want to see Lilly again. Especially without J.P. to rein her in.
But I didn’t skip because I figured I’d just get in trouble. And a trip to Principal Gupta’s office is the last thing I need.
Also, I got some Tums from the nurse, and that seemed to help.
I was glad I didn’t skip when I walked into class. Glad, because the first thing I saw when I walked in was Lilly, WEEPING.
I wasn’t glad she was crying. I was glad because she so obviously needed me. I mean, something had Happened. Something BIG.
Boris was standing there next to her, looking alarmed. I think it’s only natural that I assumed Lilly was crying because of something Boris said to her, since he flung me this totally panicky look when I walked in.
“What did you do to her?” I asked him, shocked. Because Boris can be a jerk sometimes. But he honestly doesn’t MEAN to be. And he’s gotten a lot less jerky since Tina started going out with him.
“She was like this when I came in,” Boris insisted. “It wasn’t me!”
“Lilly.” I couldn’t imagine what could be the matter with her. Surely it couldn’t have anything to do with me and Michael. That would never make Lilly cry. Hardly anything made Lilly cry. Except…I gasped. “Did Lana Weinberger decide to run for student council president after all?”
