The friction was everything. It was the antithesis of the Void’s sterile perfection.
Flynn growled, a low, possessive sound deep in his chest. He bucked against me, trapping my knee, a frantic, primal rhythm taking over. The last vestiges of his human hesitation burned away, leaving only the Wolf. He needed to claim. To possess. To mark me in return.
He sank his teeth into my shoulder, not hard enough to break the metal, but firm enough to leave a possessive imprint. He dragged me down, tumbling from the wall onto the cold, dusty floor of the temple. The fall was jarring, my hip cracking against the stone, but the pain only sharpened my focus.
He was on top of me in an instant, a creature of shadow and desperate motion. The flickering had almost stopped, his form holding steady as a man, but the wildness was still blazing in his eyes.
He drove into me with a single, frantic thrust. There was no finesse, no tenderness. It was a collision of two desperate forces in the dark, his need to feel, my need to make him feel.
Every move was a battle against the quiet. Every gasp of air was a stolen victory. Every frantic slide of skin on skin, of metal on flesh, was a defiant scream into the emptiness. I wrapped myself around him, pulling him deeper, my star-metal arm locked around his neck, holding him to me. I would not let him fade. I would not let him go.
The bond between us, between all of us, flared white-hot. Through the connection, I could feel the others. Kaelen’s burning, possessive jealousy, coiling in his gut like a dragon. Thane’s deep, grounding sorrow and a desperate longing to protect and to hold. Elias’s cool, analytical observation giving way to a pained, empathetic ache. They watched through my eyes, felt what I felt, their desire a palpable, throbbing presence in the back of my mind. But they held back. They understood. This wasn't for them. This was medicine. This was an exorcism.
Flynn threw his head back, his body arching, a guttural cry tearing from his throat. His entire form seized, and in that moment, the last of the static discharged from him, grounding through me. He solidified.
He collapsed on top of me, his full weight a sudden, welcome burden. He was trembling, not with instability, but with the aftershocks of a storm that had finally broken. His skin was slick with sweat. His heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic, biological drum beating back the silence. He was breathing. He was real.
I held him, my breath coming in ragged pants, my fingers stroking the damp hair at the nape of his neck. The air smelled of dust, sweat, and sex. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever smelled.
He lifted his head slowly. The wolf was gone from his eyes. The manic terror was gone. All that was left was a man, raw and exhausted, looking at me with a hunger that was no longer for the void, but for the woman who had pulled him back from its edge.
"Aria," he whispered, his voice hoarse. It was just my name, but it held the weight of a thousand vows.
"I've got you," I said, my thumb stroking his cheekbone. "I told you I would."
He leaned down and kissed me again. This time, it wasn't a punishment or a cure. It was a promise. It was the first quiet thing in a world of noise, and the first noise in a world of quiet.
From the temple entrance, a plume of smoke curled into the air from Kaelen’s nostrils. A low sigh, heavy as stone, echoed from Thane’s chest. The flickering light from Elias on his high perch steadied, burning a little brighter.
The triage was over. But the war, I knew, was just beginning. And we didn’t have a moment to waste.
THIRTEEN
Aria
We left the temple behind us, and the tunnels eventually released us into open air, or what passed for it here.
The transition wasn't gradual. One moment we were pressing through a narrow corridor that smelled of sulphur and old stone, the next we were standing at the edge of something vast. The tunnel mouth framed it like a painting no sane artist would sign.
Elysium.
Or what remained of it.
I had read about it in Master Theron's manuscripts.The Radiant Fields. The Paradise of Heroes. Where the worthy dead walk in light that remembers the sun.I had read those words in a cold Citadel corridor and felt nothing, because the sun had always been an abstraction to me too, glimpsed through slit windows, felt but never fully known.
Now I understood the grief of losing it.
The marble palaces were turning to smoke.
Not falling. Not crumbling in the dramatic fashion of Olympus, with great chunks of masonry thundering to earth. They were simply ceasing. Towers that should have gleamed white dissolved at the upper stories into grey mist, thedissolution creeping downward at the pace of a slow tide. Golden columns bled their colour upward like ink dropped in water, the colour rising and dispersing until the stone beneath was the same flat grey as everything else in this realm.
The fields—the golden fields I had only ever seen as ink on parchment—were ash.
Not burned. Not scorched. Just grey. The grass existed in a state between memory and absence, blades still upright but translucent, like the negative impression of a pressed flower. As I watched, a full acre of it simply stopped being, replaced by a smooth, featureless plane of pale nothing.
"Aria," Flynn breathed beside me. He was solid. He was present. His shoulder pressed warm against mine. But his voice carried a horror that no amount of earned bravado could conceal.
"I see it," I said.