I nod as I pull off my sweatshirt and slip the vest over my head. Looking up as I notice him watching me as he puts his own into place, tugging on the straps, his eyes much darker than they just were. “Does it fit?” I ask him and he nods his head stepping into me and helping tighten it around my body. His kutte is sitting inside the cabinet as well as his shirt while the vest sits on top of his undershirt. I can feel his fingers trail along my body as he finishes tightening it where there is no material.
“Sadie, you don’t have to go in there with us.” His voice is deep and the vibrato I swear I can feel throughout my body.
“I want to.”
He nods his head as he leans down and presses a kiss to my lips again. Just like earlier, I wrap my arms around his neck, and pull him closer to me. This time he deepens the kiss, gripping onto my hips and pushing me backwards until my back touches the dirt wall.
Pulling away from him I look up. “Is this a good idea, right now?”
He smirks, shaking his head. “Definitely not.”
“Then why are we doing it?”
“Because, Nightmare, one of two things is about to happen. And neither one I’m too excited about.” I guess that my look is enough of a question for him as he sighs. “Either you’re going to end up seeing some shit I don’t really want you to see and possibly getting blood on your own hands, which I don’t want either.” He doesn’t need to say what the second thing is… we both know.
“Then why let me go?” I ask him.
“I’m pretty sure that I don’t have to power to let you do anything. Even if I did. I want you to make your own decisions about things. I’ll support you in whatever you want to do, regardless of how I feel about it. With the obvious exception.”
“Why?”
“Because I shouldn’t try or want to change you. You’re perfect just the way you are.”
I can feel the tears threatening my lids as I look up at him, shocked by what he just said.
“Being an addict and all?” I’m not sure why I try to lessen the emotion of the conversation.
“I don’t think you’re an addict, Nightmare. I think you currently have an addiction which you are kicking its ass.”
I shake my head. “You’re a real smooth talker, you know?” I say to him, and he laughs.
“It’s easy when it’s the truth.” Lifting up onto my toes I press my lips again o his again as I reach for his belt, unbuckling his pants and he laughs into my mouth as his hands move to my jeans.
Popping the button on my own, he pushes them down my legs, taking my panties with them as his hand instantly comes up between my thighs and cups my pussy. I moan out into his mouth as I free his jeans causing them to fall to the ground as well and then pushing down his boxers to meet them. Lifting me up, I wrap my legs around his waist as he presses me back against the wall and up inside of me. My back arches off of the wall as he thrusts quickly into me pushing me further into to wall. My mouth falls open and he quicker covers it with his hand as he looks at me, smirking, and shaking his head. “We have to be quiet, and I know how loud you can get when I fuck you.” My eyes widen as I continue to stare at him while his cock begins to slam inside of me. Taking me without mercy. Reaching over and gripping onto his shoulders, I’m sure my nails pushing into his skin, as he holds me against the wall by my shoulders and the slamming of his cock inside of me. “Nightmare, look at me.” It comes out as a plea, so I do as he asks. I lean back as his thrusts start to lighten in their force, but he doesn’t stop completely. He’s still watching me as he roughly continues to fuck me, just not as rough as before.
His eyes hold something that I haven’t seen or felt in some time. I can’t for the life of me figure out what it is he’s conveying with his eyes, but I know that I feel it, too.
Our moment is broken as there is a noise coming from the tunnel and I freeze. “Don’t you fucking freeze up on me now. It’s just the club. They’re not going to say anything and if I tell them to, they’re not going to fucking look at what’s mine.” When he says the wordminemy pussy clenches around him and he smirks to me. “You like it when I fucking call you mine?” I nod my head. “Use your words, Sadie.” We start to hear one of the men round the corner. “Give me a minute.” Ro says only loud enough for the guys to him before I look over his shoulder to see no one walking it. “Nightmare?” he growls down to me again.
“Yes, yes I like it when you call me yours.” He presses into me roughly again and I whimper under his force.
“You better be careful with that Nightmare. You don’t know what it means to be mine.”
“I don’t care what it means. I want to be yours, Ronin.” His eyes darken at the use of his first name, and he slams into me as hard as he did at first, pressing his hand back over my mouth to muffle my moans.
Chapter Seventeen
RO
“I don’t care what it means. I want to be yours, Ronin.” Something about when she uses my first name that sets me off and I thrust into her roughly, her back arches off the wall again.
Leaning my head close to her, still aggressively pushing into her, and I growl into her ear. “I want you to think about what you just said, Nightmare. You say it again and I’m holding you to it. And when I say you’re mine I mean that all of you is mine.” I can feel the barbells move each time I move inside of her Pushing me closer to my release. “And if you’re mine that means I will fuck you however I see fit.” Lowering my head and biting onto her neck and she moans out again.
“Yes, daddy.” She whispers in a gasp and somehow it fucking fuels me further. I slam into her harder. I’ve never been particular fond of the term, but I fucking swear she could call me anything she wants to, and they would be my favorite fucking words.
“That’s right.” I pull back and look at her. “Now show daddy how you cum.” She sucks in a breath, and I smirk as I feel her clench around me and I try to hold back for a moment, wanting her there with me. “Maybe later tonight when we get home.” I keep talking to her because I know how fucking hot she thinks it is. “I’ll fuck you again, fill you up and have you ride my face then make you cu, so hard that you squirt it into my mouth.” I shock even myself at the words. “Finding how fucking perfect we taste mixed together.” She pulls away look at me and pouts causing a deep rumble to come out. “Don’t worry, I have no qualms about spitting it back into your mouth.” Her mouth drops open in shock. “You better close that before we have a trial run.” Her hands grasp onto my back, and she digs her nails in, feeling her walls getting tighter around me until I look her in the eyes and whisper, “Now.” As we both come together. Pressing a kiss to her forehead as she unwraps her legs from around me and slowly slides down to the ground. Reaching down, I pull up my jeans, buttoning them before I help her right her jeans up her legs. Smiling down at her before she stands up on her toes and presses her mouth to mine again.
“For fuck’s sake, are we allowed to come in yet.” I hear come from the doorway.
