Cody trembled above him and kissed him harder, his tongue licking and sucking TJ’s, nibbling and biting, and TJ gripped Cody tighter, his arousal building. This boy, no, man, had him harder than TJ thought possible, but he lacked experience in comparison to Cody. He’d slept with two men since coming out, whereas Cody…
“I want you so much. I’ve always wanted you.” Cody kissed him again, and TJ surrendered to Cody and the passion he made TJ feel. Wrapping his legs around Cody’s, he arched up and moaned, sliding his dick alongside Cody. Cody mimicked the move and soon they were thrusting together, deep kisses filled with passion and heat, and when Cody lifted his head and stared down into TJ’s eyes, TJ reached up and palmed his face. The love Cody felt for him shone brightly, and TJ pulled Cody back down, kissing him, murmuring his name.
Cody moved down TJ’s body and lapped at the head of his dick. TJ knew where this was heading and tossed a condom down to him. Cody grinned, his black hair falling over his forehead, then sucked TJ’s dick, causing TJ to cry out and grab Cody’s hair. “Shit, Cody!” Cody hummed and swallowed around TJ’s cock, causing TJ to groan.
Licking and sucking, Cody suddenly moved up the bed. “I want to eat your ass again, TJ. Not right now, because I have to fuck you again.” One quick hard kiss, then Cody moved back over TJ’s dick, taking him deep before sliding back up. TJ hissed when something cold touched his ass, then a finger breached him and he spread his legs wider, murmuring Cody’s name when he pushed another finger inside TJ’s ass.
“I don’t need more.”
Cody sat up and rolled the condom on, then moved into position. He stared into TJ’s eyes as he pushed inside, then lay over him, kissing along his jaw until he sucked on TJ’s bottom lip. TJ gasped, his body heating up, his ass stretched around Cody, and he gripped Cody’s ass, moving with him. The kisses and touches and Cody hitting his prostate with every thrust had TJ arching back, his mouth falling open. His ass pulsed, clenched around Cody, and he heard Cody moan as he jerked and then he was coming. His body shaking, falling apart, as a tsunami of pleasure flowed over him, washing him away.
Soft kisses on his face made TJ open his eyes, and he saw the soft smile on Cody’s face. “That sounded like one hell of an orgasm.”
“Give me a minute.” When he had recovered, TJ mumbled, “You know that thing you mentioned… you know what you wanted to do… er, to my ass. Well, so, I’ve kinda never done it or had it done. I’ve only been with two guys, and one didn’t like it and the other, well, we just didn’t. So, er yeah.”
Cody grinned. “TJ. Are you embarrassed to admit you’ve never had someone rim your ass?”
“Oh fuck off.” TJ glared at Cody when he burst out laughing, then grimaced when he slipped out of TJ’s ass. “Never letting you know about that again.”
“Look, TJ. We both know I’ve slept around. I’ve lost count of them all. They were nameless, faceless men who numbed the pain and hatred I felt. I wish life had been different, but here we are now. I like that I get to do these things first with you. I want to do everything with you.”
“Because you love me.” TJ stared in wonder at this man who had overcome so much, but loved him. TJ.
“Yeah, and because you’re hot as fuck and you make my dick ache.” Cody arched an eyebrow. “Does that sound like a twenty-year-old? Huh? Huh? Gonna fuck you—”
“Stop.” TJ rolled his eyes when Cody laughed again. “You’re making fun of me.”
“A little, but you look so adorable…” Cody laughed again when TJ pushed him off. Cody rolled back and held TJ down, the laughter disappearing. “I love you so much. I don’t care about our families. I don’t care about our age gap. It all means fuck all to me. I care about you and only you, and I will keep saying it until you realize I’m speaking the truth.”
“I do know.” TJ wriggled and Cody moved to one side. “And I’ve admitted it might take me some time to get used to this, so give me a bit of a break. I’m not as experienced as you. You’ve done things I probably don’t even know exist, and it does make me feel stupid, I guess. Naïve, maybe because you know so much more than I do. I’m older. I should guide you.”
“You’re there for everyone, TJ. Let me be there for you. I’ll show you everything you need to know. I can’t wait to do them with you.”
TJ sighed, then closed his eyes when Cody kissed him. If Cody wanted to show him, then TJ would let him.
Chapter Seventeen
Cody
Why did he let TJ talk him into this? Because TJ had been right when he said he had to face Cass at some point. Once it was done, he could move on and forget the man even existed. TJ had gone into work even though he had the day off. Some problem that needed his attention, and Cody had plied him with coffee before he’d left.
They’d had a late night, talking and discovering what they liked and disliked sexually, and it had been the single best night of Cody’s life, and he wanted more of them. If he wanted a life with TJ, then he had to face his past with Cass, so here he stood, deciding if he should knock on the front door or walk in the back like he used to.
Funny how this house he’d grown up in had never felt like a home to him. Never felt like a place of love and trust and safety. A place where he could run to when he needed a place to rest his head and avoid the world. TJ’s had been that. TJ was home, and now that Cody lived there, he would make sure it remainedthat way. He never wanted Arthur and Lincoln, and now Macy, to ever feel that they had to watch what they said about who they were or who they loved.
Scuffing his sneaker on the ground, Cody set off around the back of the house. Back door it was, and that made him laugh, because Cass hated when Cody had used the back door. Seeing the door ahead, his heart skipped a beat, but he never slowed down. Hand on the handle, he took a deep breath, then walked inside.
Cass and Emily sat at the table and Cass looked over at the door when Cody stepped inside. He stood and opened his mouth, then closed it and stared at him. “Cody?”
“Cass.”
“Cody!” He turned and managed to catch Cassie when she threw herself into his arms. “You’re alive! I’m so glad you're safe. I’ve missed you so much!” Bursting into tears, she buried her face in Cody’s coat, and he struggled for a few seconds. Did he hug her back? Her grip tightened and Cody wrapped his arms around her, holding her, letting her cry.
“Cassie,” he murmured. “I’m fine. I’m safe.”
“I thought something bad had happened to you. I was so scared. I thought you’d died, and I would never see you again.” Cassie lifted her tear-streaked face, her black hair stuck to her wet cheeks, and demanded, “You can never leave me again. It’s been hell without you here.”
“It was hell when I lived here, Cassie,” he told her softly.
