“Don’t use that as a reason.”She untangled our hands and rolled onto her side, propping her head in her hand.“Youshouldn’thave been sexually active since you were twelve.That’s fucked up.”She grimaced.“I mean, if youconsentedto it, and it was with someone your own age, maybe not.”Then she shook her head.“No, you know what?Twelve-year-olds shouldnotbe having sex.Period.They’re not nearly mature enough for the emotional and physical consequences.I don’t care if it’s two twelve-year-olds, or a twelve-year-old and a twenty-something-year-old.They’re still children, and that’s fucked up.”
All I could do was glance over at her.
“There’s more to being in a relationship than just sex, and you’re new at the relationship thing.Of course the sex thing is going to come with concerns.And I’m okay with that.I’m not exactly an expert on either front myself.”With her free hand, she cupped my jaw.“I’m cool letting you set the pace.”
Her soft skin against my stubble only galvanized my desire for her more, and I rolled onto my side to face her, hauling her against me so there wasn’t even room for air between us.“I’ve never felt like this about anybody before.And I think that also scares me,” I murmured, that spiky ball at the back of my throat making my words come out hoarse.“I want you, Naomi.”
Her smile was small, and her eyes narrowed in thought.“Is there anything that you and … she who will not be named,didn’tdo?Are you still a virgin in any way?”
My head bobbed softly.“I’ve never gone down on a woman.”
Her mouth opened slightly.“She never made you do that?”
“She tried.But I refused, and I guess she was worried I’d bite her or something, so she didn’t push it.”I could see the cogs spinning in her brain, and that made some of the tension strung tight inside my body loosen.Licking my lips, I slowly dragged my hand from where I held her hip, around to the front of her jeans.I popped the button and watched the pulse in her neck pick up speed.
“You … you don’t have to if you’re not ready,” she whispered.
“I want to make a woman come becauseIwant to,” I said, dragging down the zipper.
She adjusted her position a little, and when I glanced up into her beautiful face, her eyes were sexy and hooded.I went in for another kiss as my hand worked its way beneath the waistband of her panties and lower.There was a soft, thin dusting of curls, and when I navigated a little lower, I found her wet.My middle finger brushed her clit, and she gasped against my mouth.
“You okay?”I asked, breaking the kiss.“Did I hurt you?”
“No.”She wrapped her hand around my neck and pulled me back down for a kiss.I rolled her onto her back, but remained on my side beside her, hovering over her as my hand made some more room in her pants and panties.
Using two fingers, I began to rub circles around her clit, dipping those fingers lower to gather more of her arousal.Her hips lifted, and she moaned into my mouth as her fingers curled into the hair at the nape of my neck and tugged.I welcomed that snap of pain.It made me feel alive.
Lifting my head and breaking the kiss again, I stared down into her face.A dreamy look claimed her features.I continued to rub her clit and loved it when she bit her lip.“Can I?”I asked, my heart threatening to beat clean out of my chest.
“Y-you don’t have to.”
“I want to.Ireallywant to.”
She nodded stiffly, and I removed my fingers from inside her pants and moved down to the other end of the truck bed before helping her shimmy out of her jeans.
“You’re not going to be too cold?”I asked her, realizing she was now bare from the waist down and it was getting dark outside.
“I’ll be okay.”Something slid out of the pocket of her jeans and onto the blanket beside my knee.My brows shot up when I realized it was two condoms.It was hard to tell in the diminishing daylight, but I could see a little bit of color filled her cheeks.“Best to be prepared.”
“Dawn always said, ‘It’s better to bring a coat and not need it, than need it and not have it.’”
Even her smirk was adorable.
“I’m sorry if I’m not very good at this,” I said, my pulse going even wilder now than before, and that cheese and cracker with grape creating a bouncy ball among the sloshing nerves in my stomach.
“You don’t—”
“I want to,” I assured her.“I’m consenting to this, Naomi.I’maskingyou if I can please pleasure you this way.”
She swallowed and nodded.“Okay.”
The tailgate was down, so I was able to slink down onto my belly, my legs hanging over the end of the truck, as I brought my face between her thighs.
She bent her knees and planted her feet on the blanket and I inched up closer, the scent of her arousal hitting my nostrils and making my cock stir beneath me.
With hesitation causing my fingers to tremble just a little, I circled them around her slick entrance as I brought my lips over her clit and started to lick circles.It was slippery and soft, and when I pushed two fingers inside of her, she squeezed her muscles around me.
I hedged a quick peek up her body to gauge her reaction, but her eyes were closed and her bottom lip was firmly pinched between her teeth.She bowed her back slightly when I began to work my fingers back and forth, pressing up slightly to feel the anterior ridges inside of her.
