She bit her lip and nodded. She loved when I took control like that, because I rarely did.
“Fuck, baby. Yes. Anything you want, just don’t stop, please.”
I wouldn’t dream of it. I lowered myself until we were connected again, tossing my head back at the sensation. Feeling our clits rubbing together, getting wetter with every swipe, had me forcing my eyes onKaia. She obeyed and hadn’t looked away or closed her eyes, and as long as she looked at me, we’d keep going.
“Fuck, you feel so good,” I signed, unable to hold it in.
“God, Daisy. I’m so close.” She bit her lip, and I could tell she was struggling to hold it in.
I decided I’d had enough of torturing us both, and sped up, rotating my hips a little. She did the same, and before long, her head fell back and her hands tightened on my hips.
My own eyes closed as my orgasm hit hard. We didn’t stop and rode out our orgasms together.
“Fuck,” I cried out before I covered my mouth, and my cheeks reddened with embarrassment.
Moaning was one thing, but I also felt embarrassed making any other noises during sex. To me, I couldn’t imagine they sounded sexy as if a hearing person were to make them.
She looked at me and I immediately started apologizing for killing the mood. “I’m so sorry. It just slipped out. It felt so good, and the orgasm was so hard, and it made me squirt, and I’m so?—”
She cut off my ramblings, holding my hands down. She sat up and kissed me. I didn’t protest and kissed her back, letting it wash away the embarrassment I felt. She caressed me softly and intertwined our fingers together, squeezing three times. She was still here, she was telling me. She loved me and was still here.
“Baby, never apologize for anything you do during sex. First of all, we both came at the same time and squirted. Holy hell that was sexy as hell. Second, I love you. I love everything about you, and that includes any sounds you make. You never cry out like that, so it was extremely hot to know that I got that reaction out of you. I feel very proud of myself.”
“You should. That was the most intense orgasm I think I’ve ever had. We really should do that again sometime.”
She bit her lip and pulled me closer. “No time like the present.”
Good God, she was going to kill me. And I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Several hours later, after cleaning up the living room, and ourselves, and taking Duke out one last time, we settled into bed. After a few more orgasms, I was feeling like Jell-o but completely satiated. We were cuddling when she tapped my shoulder and I sat up to look at her.
“Can I ask you something?”
“Of course, baby, but if it’s to have more sex, you’ve killed me for the night, I’m afraid.”
I grinned when she playfully nudged my shoulder. “Same, but no. It’s related… sort of.”
When I looked at her with furrowed brows, she went on. “And please don’t freak out. I’m not planning anything, and I don’t want to scare you away.”
“Baby, you’re rambling. Just ask, please. I promise I won’t freak out or run out of the house screaming.”
She visibly took a deep breath, and I sat up more, a little worried for her question now. “Well, I was at work when Penelope came in with Nora. She loved the married penguin book and wanted something similar. Anyway, we got to talking about motherhood and she asked if we were planning on starting a family. I told her it’s too early to talk about things like that, but it got me thinking. Would you want to have kids someday? Like, is that on your bucket list of life?”
Oh. I sagged in relief. I didn’t know what I had expected, but it wasn’t “the talk” about kids. Even though we’d only been together for a short time, the more time I spent with her, the more I realized I might want them sooner than I’d originally told myself.
“I was thinking about that the other day, too, actually. When I asked Laurie about her kids, we started talking about it. Honestly, yeah, I do want kids someday. I’m at a good place in my life where I think whenever the time comes, I’ll be ready for it, you know? But if it’s not in the cards for you, or if it’s something you don’t want, I’m okay with that too. I get it if it’s too early to have this conversation as well. I just want you to know I’m here for the long haul, whether that involves little doodles running around or not.”
“I’m glad you feel that way. I’m not letting you go, anyway. And I only want your kids. I wouldn’t want them with anyone else, sunny. But to be fair, there is no one else for me.” She shrugged, as if her admittance was a casual thing.
I smiled and kissed her, feeling happier than I had in a long time. “Maybe we should start trying now? You never know how long it could take, and you aren’t getting any younger.”
Without a response, she kissed me and laid me down on the bed. I’d have all the babies in the world with her. We just might need a bigger house first.
“Let’s make a baby, baby.” She smiled at her own joke, and I rolled my eyes.
“I think you’re the best part of me.”
Epilogue
