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He demonstrates the blue-line read for Isaac. Not quickly. Nolan does not waste movement anymore, and the not-wasting has become its own kind of grace. He puts the puck on his blade, draws pressure toward him, shifts his weight, and releases the puck through a lane Isaac keeps seeing too late.

The pass is not hard. It does not need to be hard. It arrives because Nolan made the lane exist before the lane knew it existed.

Isaac says something. I cannot hear him. Nolan answers. I cannot hear that either. The silence through the glass makes their conversation look private, which is not fair because nothing on a practice rink at one in the afternoon is private.

Nolan skates behind Isaac and adjusts his shoulders with both hands.

I stop typing.

This is a problem.

Not because the contact is intimate. It is not. Hockey is a sport made of practical touch. Coaches move bodies intoposition. Trainers manipulate joints. Teammates slap helmets, shove shoulders, haul each other upright after whistles. Touch on the ice has grammar. This touch is instructional.

It is still Nolan's hands on another man's shoulders, patient and precise, and my body registers the sight before my ethics department can issue a memo.

I put my fingers back on the keyboard.

Isaac Hale: hesitation at blue line appears tied to risk selection, not lack of vision. Sees first option, delays to avoid turnover, loses lane.

That sentence belongs in a report.

Nolan's correction emphasizes earlier commitment, tolerable wrongness, and recoverable error.

That sentence does not.

I delete "Nolan's." I replace it with "veteran guidance." Then I stare at the phrase until it becomes absurd.

Dani comes into the suite carrying a tablet and a coffee she trusts more than the machine downstairs. She glances at my screen, then at the ice.

"Hale?" she asks.

"Hale."

She watches for ten seconds. "Kid thinks too loud."

"That is exactly what he does."

"Good wheels, though."

"Very good."

Nolan says something to Isaac. Isaac laughs, then immediately tries to suppress it and fails. Nolan's face remains mostly unchanged, but his mouth moves at one corner.

Dani sees it. Of course she sees it. Video coordinators see everything or they do not last.

"Cray's good with him," she says.

I keep my eyes on the ice. "Yes."

"Didn't know he had that in him."

"Patience?"

"Teaching." She shifts the tablet under her arm. "Different thing."

It is. I know it is. Teaching requires the thing Nolan avoids most: showing someone else how his mind works. You cannot teach from behind a wall unless you are willing to open a door in it.

Nolan opens doors for Isaac because Isaac needs the information. The fact that he can do it at all lodges in me with a force I am not prepared to quantify.