what, did you see your life flash before your eyes? cuppa tea, cuppa tea, almost got shagged, cuppa tea
Ashton
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not sorry, spike is iconic. so, if you’re not binging buffy or playing petulant parent, why are you awake?
Ashton
truth?
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always
Ashton
nightmare. that’s—i thought you might understand. I think all of this has stirred the pot, so to speak, mentally.
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this the first night you’ve had trouble sleeping since our session?
Ashton
not exactly.
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want to talk about it?
Ashton
do you mind?
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lay it on me, sunshine.
Ashton
thank you.
Ashton
back when it first happened, these dreams came every night. hyper-realistic, filled with fire and brimstone, which i’m sure has absolutely nothing to do with being raised under constant threats of the same if I failed to find my way.
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sorry to hear that, sunshine. utter bullshit.
Ashton
definitely. they stopped after a while. decreased severely in frequency, anyway. I just—was not prepared for them to resurface. they’re so real, so visceral. I wake feeling like i am on fire and while it’s happening, i can feel the damage to the wings. sometimes i wonder if Whitaker charmed them to do just that. hurt.
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