“I’ve reviewed the candidates,” I continue. “I’d like to offer you the position.”
There’s a moment of silence on the line.
“Wait.” A beat. “What?”
Despite myself, I allow the faintest shift in expression before it settles again.
“The position,” I repeat. “I'm offering it to you.”
“Are you serious?”
“Yes.”
The exhale that follows is quiet, but unmistakable. “Oh my goodness.”
“Yes,” I say. “The position is live-in. I expect consistency, discretion, and a high level of professionalism at all times. You’ll be responsible for maintaining structure within the household, particularly where Oliver is concerned.”
“Of course,” she replies quickly. “Yes. I can do that.”
I don’t doubt it.
“There’ll be clear boundaries in place,” I add. “Your role will be defined, and those expectations will be adhered to.”
She understands the implication. There’s a slight shift in her tone when she responds. “Right. Yes. Boundaries. Very important.”
“Good.”
I make a note on the desk. “When can you begin?”
“Tomorrow,” she says. “I can be ready tomorrow.”
“That’s acceptable.
“This will require adjustment,” I say. “From both sides.”
“I figured,” she replies.
“And you’re prepared for that.”
“Yes.”
I close the file in front of me. “Then we're agreed.”
“We are.”
I end the call shortly after.
The decision is in motion, and while the variables remain, they’re, for now, under control.
What's she doing here?
I stare at Addy, unable to quite wrap my head around what I’m looking at, even if I know it isn’t real. I must have finally drifted into sleep after hours of tossing and turning.
She’s wearing the same white blouse from the interview. A crisp, innocent thing that manages, through the geometry of its tailoring, to suggest something lascivious. A hint of skin at the wrist, the curve of a ribcage every time she inhales.
Her mouth is a little open. Her hands are in her lap, twisting a pen between long, lacquered fingers. I feel the heat of humiliation before any other sensation, this sick awareness of wanting, of the possibility of being seen wanting.
But she keeps her eyes on mine and waits.