Her hand sneaks between our bodies, and she takes hold of my cock. I hiss as she strokes me from root to tip. I’m so readyfor her. If she continues, I’ll finish in her hand. For two days, I’ve thought of nothing but fucking her. I’ve wound myself up so tight that the smallest touch is going to set me off.
“I’m not sure this big thing can fit in me.” Her brow creases with concern.
My chest puffs with male ego. “Don’t worry, baby, I’ll make it fit.”
Her eyes burn bright with desire.
“As much as I want to take my time with you, I need to fuck you now,” I growl against her chest.
“I need you too. We can take it slow next time.”
Yes, next time. Because once will never be enough.
Instead of pulling her panties off, I rip them and toss the flimsy piece of lace on the floor. Alyssa gasps. “I paid good money for that.”
“I’ll buy you the whole damn lingerie shop. Now spread your legs and bend your knees. I want to see if you’re wet for me.”
She does as she’s told, and I glide my finger over her slit. My finger comes away drenched. Yeah, she’s ready.
Shuffling onto my haunches, I rest my hands on her knees and spread her legs wider, getting a good look at her. “I need one little taste first.” Leaning forward, I run the flat of my tongue along her folds, then suck on her clit. “You taste so good,” I mumble.
“Hayden…” she half-moans, half-cries. “Please… I need…”
“I know what you need, Twinkle Toes.” I position myself over her, putting my weight onto my elbows. Before I take what we both want, I gaze down at her flushed face. “God, you’re beautiful. This is more than wanting to fuck you. I haven’t felt this way about anyone…ever. I’ve waited eight years for you…only you.” I want her to know she is important to me. I cradle her cheek in my hand and place a feather-light kiss on her lips.
“I haven’t felt like this before either.” Her eyes shimmer up at me, making my heart kick through my ribs. Earlier I was worried Lily would get too attached. If Alyssa leaves to dance all over the world, it’s me who will be a wreck.
I deepen the kiss. This woman has buried herself in my heart. She’s all I think about. All I want. I fucking think I’m falling for her. Scratch that…IknowI’m falling for her. Never in my wildest dreams did I think this would happen. I never expected my heart to kick-start in my chest and make me picture a life with someone. But I am. I’m picturing a life with Alyssa.
Our tongues twirl in our mouths. Her hands slide over my shoulders, down my back and up again. Her nails dig into my skin as the kiss turns frantic. Breaking away, we gasp for breath before I kiss her jaw, trail my lips down her neck and over her collarbone, moving on to her breasts. Taking another taste of her peaked nipples as I flick my tongue over them.
“I can’t get enough of you,” I mumble.
Grabbing a foil packet laying on the bed, I rip it open. With shaky hands, I slide it on my throbbing erection. Fuck, I’ve never been this hard before. Shifting closer so my cock is at her entrance, I slide inside her slowly, giving her time to get used to my size. She bites her bottom lip, stopping a moan from escaping. I suck in a breath. Holy fuck! She’s wet, warm, and tight. This is what I’ve missed in eight years.
No, this is what I’ve never had. Because all I’ve ever had is sex. This is so much more. The feelings I have for Alyssa blows anything else out of the water. My body instinctively thrusts inside her. Slow at first. When she clutches my ass and sucks my neck, I pick up the pace. Diving in deeper and harder.
“You feel so good,” she moans against my neck. I swivel my hips. Pump in and out. “Yes…yes…yes!” she cries. I cover her lips with my mouth. As much as I love to hear her scream, we have to keep it quiet.
“That’s it, Twinkle Toes, come for me,” I encourage.
Her hips buck under me, matching me thrust for thrust. The pleasure is so intense, I’m not sure how much longer I can last.
Slipping my hand between our bodies, I find the sensitive bud that will set her off. When I pluck at it, her eyes roll in the back of her head, and she tosses her head from side to side. “Oh God…oh God…Hayden!”
Hearing my name on her lips is nearly my undoing, but I grit my teeth and hold on. I pound into her so hard and fast, the headboard is bouncing off the wall.
“I’m going to…going to…” She bites her bottom lip again. I lower my head and suck a nipple hard into my mouth. “Yes!” With a stifled cry, her body jerks and bucks as she rides the wave of her orgasm, clenching me so tight, it pulls my release from my body. I come so fiercely, I lose my breath.
When the spasms subside, I collapse onto Alyssa, careful to keep the weight on my elbows. Dropping and rolling onto my side, I gather her into my arms. Her hands caress my back.
I push Alyssa’s hair from her face. “That was amazing.”
With a lazy grin, she says, “Phenomenal.”
Chuckling, I kiss the tip of her nose. “Pretty good for a man who hasn’t had sex in eight years.”
She tilts her head back to look at me. “Are you blowing your own horn?”
