Page 45 of Property of Gray

No one is untouchable. Thinking like that is what gets motherfuckers caught and dead.

“I’m going to make you happy, Gray. You’ll see.” She moves into my lap, straddling me.

Her minty breath fans over my lips. She smells and feels all wrong.

She’s not the woman I want to be with.

“I love you, Brax.” She’s looking at me like she’s expecting me to say it back.

That’s not going to happen.

“Did you hear me? I said I love you.”

“I hear you.” I grab her by the back of the neck and pull her in for a kiss. I slip my tongue into her mouth, and she rocks her hips against me.

“I need you.” She tugs her dress up and undoes my pants. Her finger stroke me, and I close my eyes to think about someoneelse so I can get it up enough to fuck this stupid cunt. I dig into my wallet for a rubber. “We don’t need that. I need to feel close to you.”

“I’m not coming in, you. You’re pregnant.”

“Yeah, but that means we don’t have to be careful.”

“I fucked some whores at the rally. Need to get tested before we can.”

Her face twists into an ugly snarl. “Of course you did. But it doesn’t matter. I trust you.”

“The fuck. I tell you I need tested for STDs and you want to ride my dick bareback. What are you playing at? Are you really even pregnant?”

“Why would I lie? I thought you wanted a fresh start. This is us doing that. We’ve got to trust each other, honey.”

“That doesn’t mean we play stupid games, Kaylene. What if I gave you something, and it was passed on to our kid? You’d feel real fucking dumb all because you wanted to fuck.”

“You’re right. I’m sorry. I just want this with you so bad. I want us to work and have a family together. I love you so much.”

She’s giving desperate and now I’m wondering if she’s completely full of shit. Is she faking the ultrasound and the pregnancy test? I look at the shit lying on her coffee table again. She has a prescription for prenatal vitamins and iron supplements.

This shit is fucking with my head.

I don’t know what to fucking think.

Her lips pepper down my neck, and she grabs the condom and opens it. “My hormones have me crazy horny.” She pulls the top of her dress down and rubs on her tits. She moves her hips over mine again, grinding on me. Fuck it. What’s it matter now. I’ve already lost Willow. She just doesn’t know she hates me yet, but soon she will.

Kaylene is going to the clubhouse with me. I don’t want her there, but the sooner I get this shit over with the better. One day Willow will be glad she didn’t wind up stuck with a bastard like me. I’m truly my father’s son. I ruin everything I touch.

I’m no good. Not to her.

Not even to the club.

I don’t feel worthy of the patch on my back with this bitch at my side.

“This expansion is a big deal for us,” Dirty says, grinning at Woods.

He’s probably after my spot. He can’t be Prez, and VP is the next best thing.

Maybe it would be better if I stepped down and gave him the title.

But then this will all be for nothing.

I’ve worked my ass off.