Page 61 of Psychotic Nightmares

Because the thought of fucking Julian has my pussy gushing, the way it has done for years. Same as Dante.

Annnnnd now she has planted the idea of both of them together.

Fuck.

“Ohhhh,” she bites her lip. “You want to fuck them both. At the same time? You dirty girl!”

I start making the coffees, putting a jug of creamer and bowl of sugar on the tray alongside the cups.

“How about you focus on your love life and not mine.” I ignoreher last statement. “How did the date go with…what was their name again?”

“Paris. Meh she was too boring. I need someone who can dominate the brat in me.”

“What about Bull ?” She starts choking on air. “I swear every time you’re in the room he is transfixed on your ass. Then you open your mouth and he suddenly finds the ceiling so fascinating.”

“Bitch, you know I’m not fussy on who I fuck, as long as we both get pleasure. But BULL! Ha, no way.”

“I’m sure he would gladly fuck the brat out of you.” She blinks a few times. “What? You want someone to do it, and I’m pretty certain if you asked he would.”

“Bull …”

“Yeah.” I chuckle.

“But, he’s like…old.” She wrinkles her nose. “And annoying as hell. Plus he’s a father now.”

“He’s seven years older than you. And he’s not annoying. He is one of the most sensible and kindest men I’ve ever met. Trust me, I’ve met many men.” I sigh and finish pouring the coffee. “I know you’re a free spirit and all, but I would love to see you happy and settled.” I smirk at her, “besides, you know you have a daddy kink.” I wink, making her blush.

“Aww babe, come here.” She pulls me back into her arms. “I would love to see you happy too, even if it is with one, orboth,of those guys.” I roll my eyes with a small giggle. “I mean. They’re both pretty big guys. I’ve had threesomes before, but that was with another woman and a guy. How would they both… unless one of them takes it from behind, but I don’t think any of them are like that.” She hums in thought, I let her ramble on. “Ohh, maybe they can take turns?” She lays her chin on my shoulder. “Julian would have to go first though, that man has no patience at all.”

“True.”

“Or maybe…” she drags out the word, making me dread what her next sentence is going to be. “Maybe you can ditch the alpha holesand run away with me. I don’t think you’ll be able to fuck the brat outta me, but we can be spiritual soulmates and be besties for life. Hell I can use toys, we can just be single the rest of our lives and leave the men behind.”

“Sounds like a plan.” I lean my head against hers. “But I can’t leave the kids.”

“We can bring them along.” She lets me go and I grab the tray. “OMG, I know what I can call you now.”

“What’s that?” I pick up the tray and walk towards the door.

“Grammy.”

Eighteen

Julian

I’ve never been one to celebrate Christmas, until this year I guess. When I was ‘Mr Stalker’ and it was just me and Nat - nope, when it was just me and Grace, we would just spend the day together. But now everyone is here, all cramped into my treasuresapartment, with a new baby in the family.

“I have no clue how to be a parent.” Gustin whispers, looking between me and Dante. Bull stands by the kitchen door giggling away to himself,and Anya, bless her heart, has fallen asleep in the chair, well Pea rocked her to sleep - which didn’t take long at all - before sneaking into the kitchen and kicking Bull out. “Can you help me? Please.”

I stroke a finger over Nattie-Grace’s chubby little cheek and smile. “You are doing amazingly already.” I tellhim. “You have had to grow up quick, kid. But we all have, every person in this room has had to in one way or another. We will be here to help you, but I think you’ve got this in the bag.”

“Agreed.” Dante nods. “Just look at the way you care for Anya, for Grace. Even my pain in the ass of a son.” Gustin chuckles lightly. “You are an incredible young man, Gustin. And we are all so proud of you.”

“That we are,” Bull chimes in. “And I know for a fact Grace is. She is so, so proud of you both. And at howfar you have come since…” He doesn’t need to finish his sentence.

“Since I almost killed pa that night.” He sighs. “I saw him hit my big sister and lost it. I finally had the chance to protect her, to protect the little ones, and... Julian if you hadn’t stopped me…” He gulps. “Thank you.”

“You don’t need to thank me kid.” I exhale, ruffling his hair. I remember how much he was shaking that night. But his calm demeanor showed me he was willing to kill to protect his loved ones. Just like Grace. “Next time, if there is one, you leave it to us.Okay?”