Page 147 of Escape to the Country

Chapter 54

In the fortnight since Tom had left, Dylan had become Eleanor’s constant companion at the workshop. It was as if he sensed that she was as depressed as he was and didn’t want to stray too far from her.

Both joined in their misery of missing Tom, they spent each day together, before she left to go home each night.

The sky was turning black one night as she began to close up the workshop but she didn’t realise it was a storm until the thunder rumbled overhead. Dylan shook in fear and cowered beneath the bench.

‘It’s okay,’ she told him, crouching down. ‘You’re safe with me.’

But as the first crack of lightning appeared, she realised too late that the door to the workshop was still open and Dylan rushed out in a panic into the darkness.

She hurtled out after him but he was nowhere to be seen. Knowing how afraid he would be, she searched the woods first, the branches cutting into her bare arms, but she didn’t care. She just needed to make sure that Dylan was safe.

It was so dark now that she needed to use the torch on her phone, but still she couldn’t see the dog anywhere. He wasn’t by the river, nor near her and Tom’s secret hideaway.

She turned away from their special place as the pain overcame her once more. Nothing was secret any more. And they would never be together again there or anywhere else.

Having searched the woods, Eleanor rushed towards the main house. Finding the family in the kitchen about to have their dinner, she told them what had happened. Immediately, everyone began to search the house from top to bottom but the dog wasn’t there either.

Close to despair, she decided to search the grounds again.

‘He won’t have gone too far,’ said Arthur, pulling on his coat. ‘He’ll probably have sought out his favourite spot.’

It was then that she remembered the large willow tree that Dylan had always enjoyed playing under. Was it possible that he had gone there?

She flung open the front door and began to run over to the tree, just as she saw the lights of a car heading down the driveway.

The grass soaked her jeans and legs as she ran, but she kept moving as another bolt of lightning lit up the grounds. Sweeping a large branch of the willow tree aside, she peered into the darkness and, to her relief, there was the big, grey shaggy dog. Crying with relief, she threw herself onto the ground and gathered the dog up close to her. Dylan was shivering, hunched up as close to the trunk of the tree as he could.

‘I’m so sorry,’ she told him, sobbing as she held him close. ‘I shouldn’t have left the door open. It’s okay. You’re safe now. I’m here.’

As the dog continued to tremble, she kept whispering into his fur. ‘You don’t care, do you? You don’t care that I’m an idiot. It’s all my fault, you know. I know you miss him. I miss him too. But I’ve messed up so badly.’

The dog looked up and began to lick the tears from her cheeks, which made her laugh a little. In response she received a little wag of his tail.

‘I’m sorry I caused you more pain,’ she told him, hugging him close once more. ‘You don’t deserve it. Because you’re the best dog in the world, do you know that? The absolute best dog.’

‘He’ll get a big head if you keep telling him that.’

Eleanor gave a start and looked up to find Tom standing between the branches of the tree, watching them.

They gazed at each other, the only sound was Dylan’s excited panting. She couldn’t find any words to speak, her throat was suddenly so dry.

She gulped as she took in the sight of him after the longest fortnight of her life. He looked so devastatingly handsome in his T-shirt and jeans. Tired, yes. But it was Tom. Her Tom. The man she loved.

Of all the scenarios she had run through in her head about when or if she ever saw him again, sitting on the soaking wet ground in the pouring rain wasn’t one she had thought about. She looked a mess. A wet mess. She wiped the mixture of tears and doggy saliva from her cheeks.

Dylan jumped up in his delight to see Tom, leaving her on the wet ground. He raced back and forth between them, eventually deciding that Eleanor required his help more and sat between her legs, wagging his tail.

She kept looking down to avoid seeing any more hate and disappointment in Tom’s eyes.

‘He’s a clever dog, aren’t you?’ she heard Tom say before he paused. ‘Dylan found his own way here. Like me. Eventually.’

She looked up as a tiny piece of hope fluttered deep inside. ‘I’m so sorry,’ she said, her breath catching on the words, but she was desperate to speak. ‘I know I’ve broken your trust. I should have told you the truth about my past, but I was scared of what you would do. And then you left anyway. I had nothing to do with the article. I know you don’t believe that. And I know you don’t care about me the way I care about you. I know you don’t love me.’ Her voice cracked slightly but she was determined to carry on. ‘But I just want to be with you. So if you want to be a friend, then I’ll always be here for you.’

She gave him a small smile but he still hadn’t said anything. Instead he was just watching her.

‘But, for the record, I’ve realised that I definitely, absolutely, love you and I think I always will.’ She paused. ‘I just wanted you to know that.’