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“You’re bigger than anyone I’ve been with. I need a second,” she says as I kiss her.

I can feel her pussy clenching my cock and it’s driving me fecking crazy. Finally, she loosens her grip on my ass and I start to move slowly. I watch her as I move, wanting to memorizeevery moan and smile. I pull out and grab her legs, dragging her to the edge of the bed. I hook one of her legs onto my shoulder and push back into her.

“Oh fuck, yes.” She gasps.

I moan as I move in and out of her. It’s like fecking heaven. She’s my heaven and I don’t want to lose her.

“Fuck, I’m going to come again,” she cries out as I move faster. I reach down and rub her clit, I can feel her getting closer and so am I. I want to feel her come with me.

“Come with me,mo fhíorghra,” I growl out as we come together.

I slowly put her leg down and pull out of her. I go to the bathroom and dispose of the condom. Then I grab a washcloth and take it back out to clean her up. She hasn’t taken her eyes off me yet. When I’m done, I lay on the bed and pull her to me as I wrap my arms around her. I want to tell her how much I want her in my life. This, after only one night. But I don’t want to scare her.

I still plan on telling her I want to see more of her in the morning when we get up. Even if I can’t tell her yet, I plan on showing her that I want to be with her. I hold her tighter as we fall asleep.

CHAPTER THREE

Fionn

I feel like I woke up with a smile on my face. But then I realized I was alone in bed. The first thing I do is look at the bathroom. But the door’s open and I listen for any noise in my apartment. I run my hand over the spot she was in and it’s cold. That’s when I notice the paper that’s folded on her pillow and my heart drops.

Fionn,

I’m sorry. I wish we had more time.

Riley

That’s it? How could she leave? I had this whole morning planned out and now she’s gone. I honestly thought that she felt the same way I did. But maybe I was wrong? No fecking way. I know she felt the same.

I get up and get ready for my day. I wish I at least had work to do. But now that I’m done with work, all I have is to be grumpy and hope the next few days go by fast. When I get to Lake Renegade I plan to find my girl. I need to get settled first. But finding Riley is my next priority. How? I have no fecking idea. But I will find mo fhíorghra, no matter how long it takes.

Riley

Daphne and I are on the plane back to Chicago. I hate how I left Fionn. I’m a fucking coward and I didn’t want to say goodbye to him. Part of me wanted to go back and crumple that note up and slide back into bed with him. But my fear got the best of me and I didn’t. I know what I felt that night and I’ve never felt that way about anyone before. I wish I had asked him more questions. Like where he was moving to. He probably thinks I’m shallow because I didn’t ask. Fuck.

“Are you thinking of Fionn?” Daphne asks.

I never told her how I left him. I just said we said our goodbyes and he dropped me off. I don’t want to admit to her that I left him. She’ll never let it go and I’m already kicking myself because of it.

“I do miss him. But I only knew him for one night. And you saw him, I bet he never has to beg for a date.”

“Oh come on, I saw the way that man looked at you. And you told me the sex was off the charts.”

“Shush.” I laugh.

“Well, was it?”

“Yes.”

“Then we need to find him.”

“I don’t think we can. What am I supposed to do? Put a post out on the internet saying I’m looking for a Fionn who used to be a garda síochána in Galway, Ireland?” I laugh more.

“Well, we’ll go back to Ireland and to the station. I bet they’ll help us.”

“Did you get Conley’s number?”

“No. I was a pussy and I snuck out after he fell asleep.”