I nodded. “Yeah, thanks.”
He passed it over, our fingers brushing briefly and heat flickered through me before I could stop it. I focused back on the pan quickly, hoping he thought the red in my cheeks was from the heat off the cooking.
“You cook a lot?” he asked after a minute.
“Used to,” I replied. “Before Noah.”
“And after?”
I laughed. “Now it’s more like whatever I can throw together one-handed while holding him.”
His mouth twitched slightly. “Sounds about right.”
“What about you?” I glanced at him. “You survive off takeout?”
“Mostly,” he admitted. “Or whatever Maria throws at me at the clubhouse.”
“Explains a lot.”
His eyebrow lifted slightly. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
I smiled despite myself. “There wasn’t much in the fridge.”
He looked down at himself thoughtfully. “Pretty sure I’m still alive.”
“Barely,” I muttered.
A quiet laugh escaped him.
“So,” Finn said after a moment, “what were you doing before all this?”
The knife slowed slightly in my hand.
Before.
Before running and constantly checking over my shoulder.
“Bar work,” I said. “Some kitchen stuff. Nothing exciting.”
“That where you met Caleb?”
“Yeah.”
The ache hit.
“He was kind,” I said. “Not what people expected from a rough-looking out-of-towner.”
Finn nodded once slowly. “Yeah. That was him.”
I glanced towards him carefully. “You miss him.”
“I didn’t really know him properly,” he answered finally. “He left the same month I came out.”
“But,” he continued, leaning back against the counter slightly, “he was one of ours. That’s enough.”
Something in his voice warmed.
Loyalty.