Page 56 of Blaze

“Very.I think it’s in the water at the mansion.They joke about it, but I’m not sure it’s untrue.”

Kinsley chuckles.“I agree.It’s interesting.It would be fun to do a study on it,” she jokes.“But in all seriousness, are you okay?”

I nod.“Yes.Just embarrassed.”

She reaches for one of my hands and holds it over my thigh.“I’m not an expert on the many types of kink or bondage, but I’m at least educated enough to know the difference between abuse and fetish play.Based on how aroused you were just now, I’m going to assume you have a humiliation kink.”

I swallow.“I guess so.”

“Blaze is sharp.He picked up on that and then dragged it out.”

“Yeah.”

“Definitely the most unconventional office visit I’ve ever had.”She smiles.“Men don’t often come into the exam room with their girlfriends or wives except when they’re pregnant.Usually just on ultrasound days.But the Wilde men are pretty hands-on.They come to every visit.You’re not the first.”

That’s good to know.I guess.

“Can I ask you some more personal questions?I’m just curious.”

“Sure.”I feel comfortable with Kinsley.She’s not that much older than me.

“Did you really not like having your nipples spanked?”

“Not really.It hurt.”I shudder at the memory.

“Will he do it again if you tell him not to?”

I draw in a breath, relaxing.We’re just chatting.She’s not being judgmental.“He probably will if I touch myself.”

“Are you going to touch yourself?”

“Not likely.”I squeeze her hand.“This is all new to me.I’ve known him for two days.It feels like two years.I didn’t know I was submissive or kinky.It’s intense, and I think I’m in love with him.Is that crazy?”

She smiles.“Not at all.It happens to some people.They meet the right person, and they just know.It happens at the Wilde mansion more often than anywhere else on Earth.”

“He makes my heart race.When he gets all bossy, I get aroused.”

“He’s really,reallybossy.Are you okay with that?”

“I think so.I thought I was going to come when he leaned between my legs to watch you examine me.I know it was intentional.He knew I was horny.That’s why he did it.”

“Yeah, I’m confident you’re right.Just make sure anything that happens between you is always consensual.If you don’t mind him having really strict rules, including about masturbation, that’s fine, but it also means you might end up with very sore tits occasionally.”

I tremble again.“Yeah.I think I like the looming threat.The constant uncertainty.What if I accidentally touch myself, or he thinks I did?The possibility keeps me always kind of aroused.”

Kinsley nods.“I can see that.It’s kind of hot.”She fans herself with her free hand.She’s still holding on to mine with her other.

“Put my number in your phone and call me if you ever have any questions or you need someone to talk to who isn’t living in the mansion, okay?”

“Yes.Thank you.”

“Are you going to stay in Wilde then?”

I giggle.“Do I have a choice?”

“Not if you’ve been drinking the water, apparently.”

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