Yet.
The word pulses through my pussy.
He presses a kiss beneath my ear. “You are doing beautifully.”
I breathe and he waits. Then guides the plug forward with excruciating patience. Pressure becomes fullness. Fullness becomes a strange, intimate ache.
My fingers clutch the sheet.
“Yellow?” he asks immediately.
I shake my head.
“Words.”
“No. Green. It’s just…” I breathe through it. “You know.”
“Yes.”
The plug eases in another fraction. My body resists. Then gives.
The sensation steals a small sound from me. Lucian goes very still behind me.
“You like that,” he says.
Wicked, wicked man.
I close my eyes. “Don’t sound so smug.”
“I am behaving with extraordinary restraint.”
“You are absolutely not.”
His mouth brushes my shoulder. “Breathe.”
I do.
This time, when he guides the plug deeper, my body accepts it.
Slowly. Carefully. Until the widest part passes and the plug settles into place with a strange, shocking finality.
I gasp. Not pain. Not exactly pleasure either.
Awareness.
A secret held inside me.
Lucian’s hand smooths over my hip. “Color.”
My voice comes out breathless. “Green.”
His forehead rests against the back of my shoulder.
For a moment, he does not move.
Neither do I. I feel full. Exposed. Claimed in a way that is not exactly ownership. More like a secret between us.
“How does it feel?” he asks.