Page 77 of Vow of Hate

Because I needed him.

“Oh!” I moan. After staying quiet for a week at Gabriel’s house, it feels amazing to let loose. To really use my voice.

“Fuck, Sienna,” he growls into my ear. “Did you miss my cock?”

“Yes!”

“Did you let another man touch your pussy?”

“No,” I practically sob. “Only you.”

“Fuck.” His lips find mine once more. For a moment, I can’t even breathe from how passionate we’re being.

Our bodies are moving so fast that the car is rocking like a wild horse.

“Dante!” I moan as he thrusts back into me. It finally makes me find the release I’ve been craving all week.

With one more thrust, he comes into me.

We stay in each other’s arms, breathing heavy. I know there’s no going back after this. I don’t want anything else.

I don’t want anyone else.

Chapter Eighteen

Dante

My plan wasn’t to take Sienna back. My plan was to remove her from my life and forget all about her.

But that plan failed because the second I let her go, I hadn’t been able to stop thinking about her. I kept an eye on her over the past week. Saw that she was staying with Gabriel. I didn’t try to get close with her. I knew she needed to be away from me.

However, that all fucking failed when I saw her go into that club and kiss that asshole. It was a punch to the gut. I know my feelings for Sienna put me in danger. They make me weak; put my guard down.

Right now, though, I don’t care. I just want to be with her. Not to control her but to have her in my life.

“What do we do now?” Sienna asks after we arrive back at my home. She gazes around the front foyer like it’s all new for her. I guess in a way it is. Our relationship is new. All of this is fucking new.

“I’m not sure,” I admit. It makes me sound vulnerable, which I fucking hate.

“I should let my mom know I’m ok come the morning. She’ll wonder where I am.”

“Right.” I sigh. “Sienna, we still have all the same problems. You and me. You’re no longer my prisoner. I don’t want that for you.”

“So, you’re never going to humiliate me like you tried to do that day of the party?”

Guilt hits me. “Yes. I am sorry for that. I was trying to push down how I felt but I couldn’t deny it. When I saw Jack hitting you, I knew I couldn’t stand for it. It’s why I let you go.”

“I get that,” she says with a nod. “But I’m here now. I do want to be with you, Dante. I don’t know why. I don’t fully understand these feelings. I just know I need you in my life. But you can’t be at active war with Gabriel. And I want to be able to see my mom still. It’s the only way we can make this work. Can you make peace with Gabriel?”

I can see the desperation in her eyes. The desire for me to tell her everything she wants to hear. I want to give her all of that but I’m not sure I can.

“I can’t just change who I am,” I admit. “I don’t want to be controlled by Gabriel. But I also want you in my life.”

“You have to make up your mind because you can’t have me and be at war with Gabriel. It’s just not going to work.” The fire in her eyes is back. That fire that I love so much. The fire that surprised me when I first met her. The fire that has made me care for her.

Even love her.

I can’t say it out loud though. I’ve never loved anyone before. It’s a vulnerability I can’t allow myself to have.