Page 129 of Knocked Up By the Silver Foxes

Sophia arrives the way she always does, energy first, then the rest of her, already in the middle of a sentence about the boutique, Enzo one step behind holding a bottle he passes to Killian with the practiced calm of a man who’s been thinking about this exact moment. Killian reads the label. “Good year.” Enzo exhales and I pretend I don’t hear it.

Asher brings everything out and we sit down and honestly, it’s all good. The pasta’s exactly what it always is when he makes it, which is to say the kind of thing that makes you want to say nothing for a few minutes and just eat, and Sophia doesn’t stay quiet for long but tonight it works because she’s talking about the boutique’s fall numbers with the fluency of someone who actually understands her own P&L now. Two years ago she was calling me every other week convinced something was wrong with the figures. Something wasn’t wrong with the figures. I told her that, gently, and she didn’t take it well, and now she’s sitting here breaking down her quarterly margins like she invented the concept of retail, and I could not love this person more if I tried.

I’ve got my arm around Harper at the table and she leans into it without thinking about it and Sophia catches it from across the table and grins at me and I raise my glass at her and she raises hers back. That’s the whole conversation. Everything said, nothing explained, thirty seconds of eye contact doing the work of a whole year of complications. That’s Sophia. She looked at whatever this is, her dad and her godfathers and her best friend all wound up together, and she just made room for it. No performance. No conditions. Just her looking at all of us and deciding we were good.

I had a hand in that. Not most of it, most of it is just her, but I had a hand in it, and I feel that tonight.

Killian’s doing his version of relaxed, which means his jaw’s set and he’s picking his spots in the conversation and when Sophia says something genuinely funny he smiles about half a beat behind where he normally would. Harper puts her hand on his arm and says something low I can’t catch it, and something in him shifts, just like that, and he covers her hand with his and for a second he looks like a man who forgot he was supposed to be formidable.

I lean over while the girls are arguing about window displays. “He’s good, Kil.”

“I know he is.”

“So you’re making him sweat anyway.”

“I’m rethinking my decision not to have a gun handy for emphasis,” Killian says.

Fucking hilarious.

Between the pasta and dessert Enzo asks Killian if he has a minute to talk about something vineyard-related in his office, casual, good cover, and Killian stands like he’s been holding that cue in his hand all night. Sophia immediately pivots toward staying at the table and Harper just says “Sophia, come help us with dessert” in the voice that sounds like an invitation and lands like a done deal, and Sophia follows her to the kitchen without registering she’s been smoothly redirected by a woman who runs events for a living.

I clear plates with Sophia and give nothing away. From the kitchen it sounds like Harper and Asher are just making lava cakes. Nothing from Killian’s office. Which means it’s either going well or it’s going Killian and the only real difference is how long it takes.

When Killian and Enzo come back out, Enzo’s got the look of a man who went through something and came out the other side breathing, which is what Killian’s version of a blessing looks like from the outside. He drifts past the kitchen and presses something small into Asher’s palm without breaking stride and Asher closes his fingers around it and goes straight back to the lava cakes without looking down, and I file that handoff away because it’s the kind of thing you want to remember.

We all sit back down. Asher plates everything with the easy precision he brings to every meal and we are extremely, convincingly chill about it. Sophia tells a story about a customer who tried to return a dress she absolutely wore to a black tie event, wine stain and all, and we respond like people who are not waiting for anything at all.

Sophia reaches for her ice cream.

Her spoon hits something.

She pulls it back slow and there’s a diamond sitting in the bowl of it, catching every bit of light in the room, and she goes completely still with the look of someone whose brain just outpaced her face.

Enzo’s already on one knee when she looks up.

He talks to her the way I’ve watched him talk to her for a year now, quiet, direct, not playing to the room, just saying the specific things he’s noticed about her and the specific person she’s been and the specific life he wants to build with her, and you can tell every word of it was paid for with attention. Sophia’s hand goes over her mouth and tears come fast and she doesn’t try to stop them and she says yes, and then yes again louder, and then a third yes that comes out half laugh half sob because she means all three.

We’re on our feet. I get to Enzo first, grip his shoulder, and tell him welcome to the family, and the way he laughs tells me he already knows what that sentence costs me to say lightly. Asher pulls him in properly and says something in his ear I don’t catch. Then Killian steps up and puts both hands on Enzo’s shoulders and says something low and whatever it is, Enzo’s face goes a little undone for a second, and that’s that.

Harper and Sophia find each other across the table and hold on, foreheads nearly touching, Sophia’s ring hand between them catching the light, and I watch my goddaughter hold her best friend in the middle of probably the best night of her life and feel something in my chest that I’m not going to try to name.

Then I get to her. I go last, which is where I belong in this specific moment, and when I put my arms around Sophia she grabs on hard and I hold her and feel twenty-five years of watching her become the woman she is right now, and I keep what my face does to myself because that’s mine.

I pull back and she’s crying and grinning and she looks exactly like herself, the fullest version of herself, and I say, “You know I’m going to be completely insufferable at this wedding.”

“You’d better be,” she says.

Harper finds her way back to my side and I pull her in, arm around her waist, mouth to her neck because she’s here and she’s ours. I had a vasectomy years ago when my life had no room in it for anything that needed me to stay in one place. I’ve thought about that exactly zero times tonight.

I want this with her. Sure, a quad marriage isn’t legal, but we’ll find a way. Hell, if they can reverse my vasectomy, anything’s possible.

Here’s hoping that energy will get the beautiful woman in my arms through the upcoming meeting with her parents, too.

49

HARPER

I’ve got to admit it. My parents sure know how to put on a show.