Page 50 of Melt His Heart

“He did? You have to tell me everything!” He exclaimed, clearly excited about the progression of my little dilemma.

“Ok, I will.” I laugh at his reaction.

I end up telling Liam all the things that have happened between me and Carson since returning while we’re cleaning up the classroom. He’s so engaged and interested in my story. By the time I’ve finally caught him up to date, we’re all done cleaning.

“Wow. So your guy seems really good for you.” He nods.

“You think so?” I ask, chewing on my bottom lip.

“Uh, yeah, he sounds like a total sweetheart. Really getting you out of your comfort zone.” Liam chuckles, “I think that’s what you need.” He adds, nudging me a bit.

I mean, I guess he’s right about that because Carson has definitely been getting me out and having me look at things from a different perspective. I’ve come to be so grateful for that.

“Ok, well, great cause this leads me into my next problem,” I mumble.

And I wasn’t sure if I was going to share this, but I feel like me and Liam are becoming rather close, right? He’s the only one besides Carson I even have to talk to about this.

I can’t talk to Carson because well…It’s about Carson!

“I mean, I’m on the edge of my seat here. Tell me.” He chuckles.

“I don’t know, it’s so embarrassing.” I laugh, blushing a little.

“Julian, I pooped my pants in the eighth grade. What’s more embarrassing than that?” He says, and we both laugh so hard I think my stomach is going to start hurting.

“That’s insane.” I say, wiping the tears from my eyes, “I know. So tell me.” He grins.

“Well…I don’t know, but I think since he kissed me, I’ve been feeling you know…” I shrug a little, hoping he gets the hint without me saying it. I never really talked about sex with anyone either, because once again, who would I be talking to about these things? Certainly not my parents. So this feels a little awkward to even be asking about, but I need help, and I need it soon!

“Wait, what is it? Just spill it.” He urges.

“I want a little more than a kiss. And I notice everything he does now.” I say sheepishly.

“Ooohhhh.” Liam giggles and adds, “You mean sexy time? Well, why don’t you do it? It seems like he’s definitely interested.” He says, wiggling his brows at me.

“Liam, I’m a virgin. I’ve never done anything but kiss, and my first kiss before Carson was a peck from a girl in like middle school!” I exclaim, and he just looks at me, his face red from holding his laughter back.

“You’re no help!” I groan, and he lets it out, making me join him in his fit of giggles.

We’re both heading out of the classroom after finally locking up. Kevin is still loading the rest of the equipment into their car. I ended up telling Carson I didn’t need a ride because they’re going to take me home. So I guess he’ll have to see my arrangement another time.

“Jesus, is he big?” Liam says, suddenly.

“What do you mean?” I furrow my brows.

“His dick..Is it big?” He says, and I just gape at him because what?

“Liam, how would I know that!?”

“I mean, have you felt it? Earlier, you said you guys kissed.” Liam says, shrugging as if this is something he questions every day. And maybe he does.

“Well, yeah, exactly, we kissed, we had a little ice date, we kissed again, and he takes me home sometimes, he never pulled it out and rubbed it all over me or anything!” I laugh.

“I mean, it sounds like you want him to rub it on you.” We laugh again, the sound echoing off the walls of the parking garage.

I didn’t know Liam was so crazy. I guess that’s good because I need someone with actual experience in this field. I have no idea what I’m doing. But he’s right, I definitely know what my body wants to be doing with Carson’s body.

“Alright, well, why don’t you start off with something slow like a sexy text and see what he does,” Liam suggests.