“Yeah.” I walked over and sat across from him.
He studied me for a second. “You look tired.”
“I’m straight.”
“You don’t look straight.”
I leaned back in the chair. “Long day.”
“That’s every day for you,” he said.
I nodded. He wasn’t wrong.
“You worked on Crown Heights today?” he asked.
“Yeah. Interior designer locked in today.”
He nodded slowly. “You check the contract?”
“Yeah, I wrote it.”
“Check it again with our lawyer.”
“Don’t need to.”
He leaned back, breathing a little heavier than usual. I watched him longer than I meant to. He wasn’t getting better. He was fading away from me. He had lung disease for a long time. Years of smoking cigarettes.
“You eating?” I asked.
“Yeah. Ya momma made beef stew.”
“You sure you ate it?”
He gave me a look. “I said yeah.”
I nodded and stood up. I grabbed his medication off the table and handed it to him without saying anything. He took it, no argument.
“You don’t have to come here every day,” he said.
“But I still do. You’re my pops.”
I stayed for a little while longer, watching TV with him until he fell asleep, went to make my mom laugh, then headed out.
By the time I got home, the quiet hit different. I dropped my keys on the counter, took off my shirt, and walked straight to the kitchen for a bottle of water.
My phone buzzed in my hand.
Alana: You disappeared on me.
Nia: What you doing tonight?
Another number popped up. Then another. All women I ain’t care for tonight.
I scrolled. Didn’t answer none of them.
Vanessa’s text came through.
V Baby: Sooooo Bennett Interiors? You moving funny