Page 80 of Crimson Love

One side of his thick lips tip up on one side. “Looks like you don’t have a choice.”

I look back down at his cock. The tip is redder than it was before with him guiding me. It reminds me of the crimson of my dress last night. Up and down and up and down. A drop of cum glistens on his engorged tip. He takes his other hand and swipes it off the tip with his thumb before bringing that hand to my face.

My gaze darts to his. I can’t imagine how big my eyes widen when he cups my chin and spreads the cum over my lips before pressing in with his thumb.

Jett has barely touched me, but my entire body is so wired, I might come by this alone. My ache has turned into a throb in the best way. His thumb presses farther into my mouth and I do what feels right.

I wrap my lips around his thumb and suck.

His hand over mine that’s still pumping him constricts.

It’s official. I love this. I think I love everything with Jett Cross. And I can’t remember the last time I’ve loved anything. Not in the last six years.

“Yeah, I’m going to lose it if we keep this up, and there’s no way I’m coming before you.” His fingers cupping my chin give me a squeeze, and he pulls his thumb from my mouth with a pop. I lick my lips so I don’t miss any of the salty tang of him. I barely got a taste. I want more.

No.

I want it all.

Jett puts a hand to my shoulder and pushes me to my back. I fall to the pillow, and he comes over me, framing my head with his hands. He kicks his boxers off and lowers his bare body to mine.

I gasp when the underside of his bare cock comes into contact with my sex, and more importantly, my clit. When he presses into me, his cock slides up and down on my clit through my wetness, my eyes fall shut. I force myself to breathe so I don’t come too fast. I don’t want this to end.

“Baby, you’re an undiscovered land. I can’t wait to taste every inch of you, teach you everything that your body can do, and eventually make you all fucking mine.”

I arch my back and try to lift my hips. He’s so big. It’s hard to imagine my body forming to his.

And I don’t want to imagine anything.

I open my eyes and say through labored breaths. “Not eventually, Jett.”

He shakes his head and starts to speak, but the need to convince him is strong.

“Please.” When that word falls from my lips, he stops moving and gives me more weight. “I don’t want this eventually. I want this. I want you.”

His gaze rakes over every feature of my face in a way I feel it. “You’ve been through too much. You need time.”

I force myself to catch my breath and pull my knees up his sides to open farther for him. I dig my heels into the globes of his rock-hard ass and do everything I can to keep him right where he is. The only other place I want him is inside me. “I don’t need time. I need you.”

He shakes his head, but it’s my turn to cover his lips with my finger.

“Don’t do that. You don’t know what’s best for me. I finally have control over my life, and that means my body too. Unless you don’t want me —”

His tone turns almost harsh. “I just told you I did, and I fucking meant it. I’m determined that no one else will be here other than me until you tell me otherwise. It’s been a long time since I’ve been with a woman. The fact that I’m right here, and you think I might not want to be pisses me off.”

That shouldn’t make me happy, but I am. A slow smile pulls at my lips. “Then give me what I want.”

He pulls in a sharp breath. “Lennon —”

I’m quick to interrupt. “You not giving me what I want is you controlling me. I’ve had enough men thinking they can control me.”

That shuts him up. He frames my face with his hand before claiming my mouth with a kiss so intense, I’m not sure how to take it. He’ll either slide inside me and take my virginity, or he’ll shut me down for good.

If it’s the latter, I’m not sure what I’ll do. I don’t think my psyche can handle another blow like that after what happened last night.

His tongue spears my mouth the same way I want his cock. His fingers bite into my skin with a possessiveness that touches me somewhere deep that I haven’t connected with in so long. His other hand drops to my hip and goes south until his fingertips find my sex.

He spears me with two fingers while he goes back to rubbing my clit with his cock.