“Maybe.” She licks her lips.
“Don’t tempt me with a good time.”
I pick her up, and she automatically wraps her arms and legs around me. My hard-on pressing against her ass.
“To hell with everything, protection, walls between us. I want you, Kayden. I don’t care about the consequences.”
“Fuck, you really know how to get me going.” I grunt against her, my cock tightening even more in my pants.
“I’ve had enough years of practice.” She laughs. “Can I volunteer an idea?”
“I’m all ears.”
“Have you read all of my diary?”
“I wish I could say yes, but no. I was a bit distracted, you see.”
“Then you might not have gotten to my darkest fantasies yet. I might shock you.”
“Nothing can shock me, baby.”
“Well.” Her cheeks flare up, suddenly shy.
“Did you forget everything we did tonight? There’s nothing you can say that’ll push me away. Use me, Little Demon. Tell me what to do, and I’ll do it. Anything for you.”
“Okay.” She swallows, pressing her mouth to my ear and whispering.
“You want me to fuck you next to Joseph’s body?” I ask, cackling. “My God, that is fucked up, even for me.”
“Fucking next to the man you killed to protect me? Giving him a fuck you from the grave? Sounds romantic to me.” She pauses, staring down at her body wrapped around me. “Besides, what’s a little more blood?”
I laugh so hard that there’s no denying I am fucked up. I’m so fucking delighted with the suggestion, with every single word coming out of Maddy’s mouth, there’s no doubt something’s wrong with me.
“You’re a little weirdo.” I lean closer and trail a long line of saliva over her cheek. “And I’m so fucking in.”
I carry her into the locker room, ready to fulfill what’s probably the most fucked up thing I’ve ever done.
And when we’re done doing the bad things we do together, when I’m done fucking her into oblivion with both my cock and my tongue, I take my sweet time washing off the sins I forced her to commit.
“Madelyn,” I say, as we clean each other up in the showers.
“Yes?”
“About therapy…I think you’re right. I think we should try it.”
“We?”
“Yes. Together. Both of us.”
No more hiding. Only the necessary parts. The darkness that unites us.
She gives me a slow nod. “I’m so down for that.”
38
KAYDEN
Wearing the mask I wore as Devon took over me is strange, not going to lie.