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It’s… present. Not fully awake. Just aware. Like it recognizes the shape of what’s happening here. Like it approves.

I step back out of the ring. My arms ache. My legs feel like lead. Sweat slicks every inch of me, and the cut on my shoulder will need salve by nightfall.

But I’m still standing.

That’s something.

Vale finds me perched on a broken wall near the edge of the yard, bandaging my own wrist with a strip of someone else’s shirt. She drops beside me like a falling branch, all sharp angles and zero grace.

“You know,” she says, swigging from a dented flask, “you’re going to ruin your mystique if you keep getting your ass kicked in public.”

“I thought I didn’t have mystique.”

“Exactly. Which is why it’s so fragile.”

I shake my head, but take the flask anyway. It’s cheap firewine—so watered-down it might be juice—but it tastes like heat and cracked hope.

Across the yard, someone’s hammering a wheel into what looks like a ballista rig. The wheel wobbles, falls off. Three people curse in unison.

“They’re trying,” I murmur.

Vale nods. “Harder than they ever tried for anyone else.”

“That’s not true.”

“It is. And you know it. This place?” She gestures at the yard, the fire, the smoke-streaked sky. “This is Ashmere giving a shit. First time in years.”

“It’s not enough.”

“Never is,” she agrees.

We sit there a while. The sun’s starting to drop, casting the courtyard in long shadows that don’t look entirely natural. The Chain shifts again—not movement exactly, but resonance. The way breath catches when the wind changes.

I whisper, mostly to myself: “Maybe it’ll hold.”

Vale nudges her shoulder into mine. “That’s the spirit. Bleeding and lying at the same time.”

I laugh. She doesn’t.

Across the yard, someone strikes a hammer too hard, and a metal plate screams against stone. A dog barks. Someone yells about rope tension. Two kids run past, covered in dust and beaming like it’s a game.

I close my eyes for a moment.

This isn’t a fortress. It’s a bruise.

But it’s ours.

And when the thunder comes and the Path-bound descend with their polished armor and blessed weapons, they’ll find this place waiting—scarred, sweating, half-collapsed.

And standing anyway.

They won’t remember our weapons. Just whether we stood.

Chapter 24

The chamber stinks of steel and sleepless breath. There’s no map that isn’t torn, no table that isn’t scarred. This place used to be a distillery. The copper pipes still snake across the ceiling, blackened with old fire and dust. Now it holds a dozen gang leaders yelling at each other like any of them know what the hell to do.

No one talks about winning. Just rationing out what pieces of us we’re willing to burn.