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Chapter 27

Choosing, finally

Chapter 644: In which our heroine finally understands what she’s been running from. And runs toward it anyway.

The tomb air is cold and tastes of stone and dust.

I’ve been in old places before. Temples with incense so thick it coats your tongue. Crypts where the dead outnumber the living by factors I stopped calculating around Century Four. That one cellar in Jiangzhou where I spent Death #203 chained to a wall, listening to rats debate whether I was food yet—but that’s a different kind of ancient. Human ancient. Mortal ancient.

This is older.

The stone breathes. Not literally. Probably not literally. But the air sits heavy in my lungs, thick with magic so old it’s become architecture. Every inhale tastes like power and patience, like something that was here before the first emperor drew breath and will be here long after the last one turns to dust.

The walls pulse with it. Faint. Rhythmic. A heartbeat that predates dynasties, predates names, predates the very concept of time as something that matters.

Mei-Ling’s tomb.

Of course it’s beautiful. Carved columns that catch the torchlight and throw shadows like dancers. Murals I can’t quite focus on—every time I try, my eyes slide away, like the images aren’t meant for the living. Gold leaf that hasn’t tarnished in eleven centuries. The kind of craftsmanship that makes you understand why empires rise and fall over beauty.

Of course it’s terrible. The beauty is a trap. Always is. Pretty things with teeth—that’s the whole history of everything that’s ever tried to kill me.

Three steps down. My boots echo on stone worn smooth by centuries of nothing. Torches burn in brackets along the walls, flames that don’t flicker, don’t smoke, don’t seem to consume their fuel. Magic fire. Hate that. Give me honest flames that actually follow the rules.

Carvings line the descent. Figures in flowing robes. A woman with stars in her hair. A man with grief in his eyes. I don’t have time to read their story because—

Ren.

He’s here.

He’s alive.

The relief hits me so hard my knees almost buckle. Alive. He’s alive. I hadn’t let myself think about the alternative, hadn’t let myself imagine finding a body, finding nothing, finding—

But he’s bound.

Shadow writhes around him like something living, coiled around his arms, his chest, his throat. It moves against his skin, tightening and loosening in patterns that seem almost tidal. A gag of darkness across his mouth, muffling whatever he’s trying to say.

His eyes find mine.

Desperate. Furious. Terrified.

Not for himself. That’s the worst part. I've seen Ren stare down death with the expression of a man approving grain shipments.. This isn’t that.

Don’t.

His eyes say it. Every line of his body screams it. The way he strains against the bindings, cords standing out in his neck, chest heaving against coils of shadow.

Don’t do this. I’m not worth—

I’ve never been able to read lips. Apparently I don’t need to.

“You came.”

The voice comes from behind me. Not Ren—something older. Something patient. It slides out of the shadows like honey poured over a blade.

I don’t turn. Not yet. I hold Ren’s gaze for one more heartbeat, watching him fight the bindings, watching him try to scream through the gag of darkness.

I’m sorry, I think. I’m sorry this is what loving me costs.