I step back.
And I blink at the cupcake on the floor.
Then I turn and face the dean.
Chapter 18
Nix
Ishake my head.
That was…
My eyes must be playing tricks on me.
It was just a shadow.
His dick is not that big.
Volik keeps himself situated between the person who just barged in and me as he walks to the door. And I keep my attention focused on his back.
On the muscles. And more muscles.
I reach up and press my hands to my cheeks. But my fingers aren’t cold like they usually are, so it doesn’t help.
My entire being feels like it’s on fire right now.
I feel hot, but… good.
My insides are warm, like I just drank a glass of mulled wine.
And my brain feels… fuzzy. Like I just drank several glasses of mulled wine.
I lower my hands from my cheeks to my stomach.
The room wobbles around me.
We were about to have sex.
His finger was there. Touching me.
He was touching me where no one has ever touched me before.
And I wanted more.
I want more.
If we hadn’t gotten interrupted, I would’ve let him. No. I would’ve begged him to take that monster dick out of his torn pants and fuck me.
I would’ve let this stranger, this vampire, who I’ve never so much as laid eyes on before, take my virginity.
In my own classroom.
On my first day of work.
Mortification creeps up my throat.
What am I doing?