Page 114 of For I Have Sinned

“I can’t wait until one day I can fuck you and you can be as loud as you want,” he says, breathing heavily.

I hum in agreement because we both know that when we get out of here, this isn’t going to end. Not with the possessiveness he is showing.

I am his.

He is mine.

Who knew something good could come out of this hellhole?

My vision starts to slowly dim, the corners of my eyes fading to black as he fucks me into oblivion. I don’t believe in the things that he does: God, Heaven, and Hell, but being with him, in this moment, it’s the closest I’ll ever be to believing that there is a Heaven.

“I love the way your pussy squeezes me.” His filthy words throw me over the edge. My entire body is shaking, and I can’t see anything. “Jesus, Celine.”

He rams into me harder, chasing his own release. And then he stills, his cock pulsing inside of me is the only thing I can feel right now. The rest of my body is numb.

I’m not sure how much time passes before he gently pulls out of me. I just stay in this position, with my ass up in the air and my head on the mattress, as I come down from the euphoria. My eyes are blurry due to the tears that spilled from the pleasure and pain from how rough Alex was.

In my distorted vision, a figure appears, crouching at the bedside. I blink until my eyes are clear and see Alex watching me carefully. His hand meets the side of my head, where he tucks my hair behind my ear.

“Are you okay?” His voice is soothing and immediately brings me back to reality.

“Yes,” I answer quietly.

His thumb gently rubs my cheek, and his brows dip in concern. “I wasn’t too rough, was I?”

I manage to shake my head. “No. You were perfect.”

A slight smirk plays on his mouth. “You are perfect.”

I smile and take a deep breath, lifting my head and pushing myself to my knees. “You’ve ruined me for other men, you know that, right?”

“Good.” He grins as he stands and leans forward to kiss me. “Because no other man will have you.”

“Never,” I agree. I don’t want any other man.

I just want him.

All this time, I thought that further down the line, more towards the end of my career, I would be ready to settle down with someone. It makes me wonder if this is how Vince feels about Asher. I mean, Vince is in love with Asher, it isn’t hard to tell, but do I love Alex? Is it possible to even get to that level of emotion in a short period of time?

When Vince and Amelia find out about this⁠—

“What are you thinking about?” Alex’s voice brings me out of my thoughts.

“My friends.”

He sits on the edge of the bed. “What about your friends?”

“How they will freak out when they find out this is more than just hooking up.”

“Freak out in a good way or a bad way?” he asks.

“Oh, definitely in a good way,” I tell him. “They were pestering me from the start to hook up with the hot priest.”

“Hot priest, huh?” he teases.

“Their words, not mine.” I throw my hands up in defense.

Alex slides his hand over my waist until his arm wraps around my body. He jerks me forward in a quick motion until I’m straddling his lap. His hands cup my ass while my arms drape over his shoulder, and we stare into each other’s eyes.