Page 5 of Spending Forever With You

“You with me, wearing my last name.” I stopped mid-chew, looking from him to the small velvet box on the table.

Holli, this muthafucka brought a gotdamn ring and y’all not even in a fucking relationship.

Send help!

I didn’t know what to say, so I sat there quietly with a mouth full of food since I was unable to chew anymore.

“I know we got some time before we get there, but this is where I’m at with us, Hollis.” I shook my head, grabbing my napkin to clear my mouth.

“Shit,” I said lowly before speaking again, louder this time.

“No. I’m never getting married again, Bone. I did it once and it was enough for me to know I’ll never belong to another man in that way, ever. Damn! And my food was tasting so good. Ugh!” I tossed my napkin, preparing to scoot back when he reached for my hand.

“Wait, don’t leave. My bad. I’m pushing and that ain’t fair. Please, let’s just continue to enjoy this good ass meal and end our night how we both had planned, with two fine ass people laid up together.”

I smirked at the last part of his statement and knew my ass was sold on the idea of riding him one more time.

“No more relationship or marriage talk, Bone, or I’ma walk my fine ass to my car and lay up with my battery-operated friend instead.”

“Naw, I can’t have that.” I went for my tarnished napkin, but Bone moved it, replacing it with his.

I hated that I was damaged goods because it was the little things he did for me. He was an amazing man, just not mine.

We finished eating, making light conversation all the way back to his house where I poured us a couple drinks, adding in a relaxation tincture that Mickey, my best friend, made from her Herbal Remedies line. Loosey was a hit once she fully launched the business. And of course Bone, wanting to support my people, bought that and several other products. Mickey even added a men’s beard care kit to the list. I was proud of her.

“Ooh, we night capping for real tonight. Well shit, add a couple shots of that tequila to the mix,” Bone said roughly in my ear before he bit it hungrily.

“You already know you can’t handle both. I need you and that dick up for more than five minutes, boo. Just drink this,” I said, passing him his glass while I took a sip of mine.

Bone chuckled. “You saying that shit like I don’t give you a good fifteen when I’m fucked up.”

He tossed his drink back, making me roll my eyes. playfully

“Fifteen, five, same shit in my book. Now drop to your knees and undress me.” He gave a devilish grin while doing what he was told.

He placed soft kisses on each toe as his hands slid down my pants, snatching my panties with them. I leaned on his big, broad shoulders for support as he lifted my legs one-by-one.

Once they were free, his mouth moved up at the same time as his hands, roaming my body, lifting my shirt next, putting his mouth inches from mine, gaped due to my panting.

“Five or fifteen I’ma still make this pussy scream.” A quick peck came before Bone unclamped my bra, exposing my D cups.

“Then make me scream,” I said, stepping back before his hands could get lost in my titties.

Bone licked his lips while rubbing his hands together. And I mentally prepared myself to make this the best session we’d ever had, especially since this would be the last time I ever got to experience him.

Damn, my best dick on the team.

Bone began to strip as he closed the little space between us.

An hour later, I was tiptoeing out of his room to head home. Once I reached the living room, I quickened my movements. I made it in my car, checking my phone for the time and noticing it was still fairly early, so I decided to go to Black Diamonds.

Finding a hot story had become a drug for me, especially when something or someone put my mind back on my own problems. Gossiping about other people's lives and problems helped me not focus on my fucked up life.

Here I was, thirty and still running from committed relationships with the opposite sex because of emotional damage from my last one.

“Ugh! Get your life together, Hollis. Fuck Luke Deacon!” I said while I turned my music up, blasting it all the way to the club.

A couple days later I decided to make my way into the office to get some work done. I was hardly ever here since typing up hot tea could be done from anywhere.