Page 31 of Tame Me

“You’re right. I’m not,” he says, moving up to his knees. He grabs the lubricant from the bedside table, and I am giddy as I watch him pull his cock out and apply the lubricant to himself.

Reid winks at me before turning and grabbing the headboard so he can carefully straddle Thane. He guides his cock into the perfect position. With one solid thrust, he buries himself into Thane, and the gasp that comes out of this man is incredible. Reid immediately starts ruthlessly pounding into him, offering no mercy. Thane moans and tries to fight back against him, but all he manages is to get up on his knees before Reid grabs his hips and fucks him harder.

“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Oh my God, Reid!” Thane moans.

This is my perfect opportunity, so I stand and grab my letter before walking around to the head of the bed. All I do is just lay the notebook next to him, and Thane growls as he pushes back against Reid enough that he can reach back and grab him. This starts a wrestling match, but Reid melts the moment Thane grabs him by the throat.

“You’ve had your fun playing dominant with me. Bend over and take my cock, and maybe I won’t punish you,” Thane growls.

“Okay,” Reid says softly.

“Lame!” I call out. I yelp when Thane grabs my arms and pulls me closer so that Reid grabs me. I am then dragged under him, and they rip my panties off before Reid grabs my hips.

“Wait!” I yell out. “You were just fucking him, dude.”

“And now I’m fucking you,” he growls, slamming into my ass. It’s what I thought he was going to do, but violent all the same. Every time Thane slams into Reid, Reid surges into me. This ends up where Reid is fucking me as hard and fast as he can, but fucking himself on Thane in the process. I am moaning wildly, nearly screaming into the pillow.

It’s not until I’ve come twice that Reid does, and eventually Thane. We end up as a heap on the bed, exhausted all over again. If this is how things are starting for us, these six weeks are going to be incredible. Even though we are exhausted, Thane makes a point to find the notebook and read my letter.

Thane,

You told me to write a letter and tell you why I did what I did. The answer is much simpler than you realize. Maybe I should have given it more thought. Maybe someone saner than I am would, but hesitation wasn’t an option…

I left here and made the decision to target Missy because I wanted to go above and beyond for him the way I wish someone had done for me. So many people throughout my life let me down. I was abused so severely because no one cared about me. I wanted Reid to know that no matter how bad things have gotten, he had someone to do anything for him, no matter the consequences.

When I saw Reid at breakfast, I recognized something in his eyes that I had felt for most of my life. It’s a hopeless feeling that consumes every shred of happiness, and he wanted to find a way out. He will never admit it. Not to you, me, or anyone else.

So, I did it because I wanted Reid to feel safe again. It was a luxury I was never afforded until I met him…

Thank you for believing in me…

Ayla

P.S. I’ll cherish the memory of you tied to a table at my mercy for the rest of my life, pretty boy. You look amazing when you beg for mercy.

Three Weeks Later

The last few weeks have solidified that I am unequivocally in love with Thane and Reid. Reid is with us anytime he isn’t with another patient. He still does his work, but he comes back to us as much as possible. Both have decided that going forward, they won’t be boarding here. This means they won’t be part of the day-to-day with the six-week programs, but they still lead the program. I felt guilty at first, but they assured me that they are doing this because they want to be committed to me, and they can’t do that if they’re supposed to lead a patient through a program like this.

We have a routine that follows breakfast and lunch. Thane cleans up and works on his notes while I go to the training room and meditate. I thought it was dumb as hell at first, but I enjoy the silence.

I am on my knees, but sitting back on my heels. I sit with my hands on my thighs, and my eyes closed. I use this time to reflect on my life. I have found a semblance of peace with where I am in my healing journey.

The door opens, but I stay where I am. Thane likes for me to be patient and wait for him to signal me. A few minutes pass, and I can hear Thane and Reid talking. I didn’t know Reid would be here, so now I’m curious. I’m always warned when someone will be here. Come to think of it, I don’t know what we are even doing today.

Thane gently cups my face, and I look up at him. “Hi,” I say sweetly.

“Hey,” Thane says, returning my smile. “How was meditation?”

“Good, Sir,” I say. “I was thinking about when I first got to the hospital.”

“Oh?” he asks.

“Yes, I remember being anxious about being separated from society, but now I’m anxious about returning to it.”

“Well, we are going to have a test today,” he tells me. “We’ve been working up to it, but we will do an intentionally triggering scene, and then the three of us are going out for dinner.”

“What?” I snap. “Thane, I don’t know if… what if…”