Page 19 of The Demon Kept Me

I have withstood infernal courts. I have been threatened by demons who could unmake mountains, and never once broke. One human woman climbs into my lap and refuses to pity me, and something long buried and locked tight comes loose in my chest and my eyes sting in a way I have not permitted them to in longer than she has been alive.

I hold her. I hold her the way a drowning man holds the one thing that floats, careful of the claws, my face pressed into her hair, and for a long while neither of us says anything at all because nothing needs saying.

"I used to think exile was a punishment to be endured with dignity," I tell her after all of it, my voice not entirely steady. "Something to bear alone, in silence, because bearing it well was the only honor left to me. I was wrong. I've been wrong from the start." I pull back far enough to look at her, at the flour-dusted, stubborn, unafraid face that has undone every wall I built. "Home was never the place I lost, Wren. I think it might be the thing I'm holding."

She smiles at that, bright and wet-eyed, and presses her forehead to mine.

"Then let's go keep it," she says. "Whoever that seal belongs to, they mean to take this from us together. I say we don't let them."

"No," I agree, and the old cold enforcer's mind wakes in me, sharpened now by something it never had before — not duty, but love, which I am learning is a far fiercer master. "We don't."

We work late into the night after that, we two alone together bent over the table by lamplight, laying the copied seal beside everything Wren gathered in the valley kitchens. A crossed-sheaves mark beneath an open hand. A charming man in a fine coat. A pattern of neighbors ruined the moment they'd sold their grain cheap. It is beginning to knit into a single thread, and a single thread, pulled hard enough, unravels a whole cloth.

Whoever you are, I think, closing my fist over the seal, you have made one mistake I will not forgive. You threatened her home. And a demon, whatever else the surface world believes of us, has never once forgotten a debt owed.

16

WREN

The seal leads me to the chapel, of all places, on a grey afternoon when Malvek is busy at the wheel and won't fret over where I've wandered off to.

Father Aldren gave me the notion, though he didn't know he was doing it. Every grain sale of any size in the valley gets logged, he told me once — weights, prices, buyers, all of it copied into the parish books and kept beneath the chapel against disputes, because farmers will argue over a half-measure until the world ends. If a trading house has been buying up the valley's surplus, I reasoned, then somewhere in those books there'd be a name and that crossed-sheaves mark beside every purchase.

There is. It takes me the rest of the afternoon and a good deal of sweet talk to get Father Aldren to leave me alone with the older volumes in the little record room off the chapel, but once I've got them open the pattern rises off the pages plain as a bruise.

The same trading house, buying and buying — Pike's, the ledger names it, out of the neighboring valley. But it's not the purchases that turn my blood to ice water. It's the dates. Three farms sold their surplus to Pike's in early autumn. Within a fortnight of each sale, every one of those farms suffered a ruin — the barn fire, the flooded field, the snapped axle old Hollis told me about. And here, copied in a careful clerk's hand, are the insurance claims and the resale records that follow: Pike's buying the ruined farms' remaining stores back at half the price, then selling that same grain onward at nearly double.

Worse, tucked between two pages like it was never meant to stay, is a delivery manifest that doesn't match itself. The weights logged coming into Pike's warehouse are far larger than the weights logged going out to honest buyers. Grain is vanishing off the books — grain that has to be going somewhere, to someone, for some purpose no ledger will admit to.

"Where's the rest of it going," I murmur, running my finger down the column.

"That volume's not for public eyes," says a voice behind me, smooth and quick, and I go cold all over before I even turn around.

He's in the doorway of the record room — lean, sandy-haired, clean-shaven, in a coat far too fine for a market town. Narrow eyes that move over me and the open ledger and add the sum in a heartbeat. I have never seen his face before in my life, but I know him the instant I see him, the way you know a snake in the grass by the way the grass goes still. The charming man. The coat. The one who asks about dams.

"I was only looking for my master's account," I say, keeping my voice light and stupid, already sliding the incriminating manifest under a stack of dull ones. "The miller at Ashbrook. He sent me to settle⁠—"

"The miller sent his woman poking through the parish books." He steps inside and pulls the door shut behind him, and the click of the latch is the loudest sound I've ever heard. "You're a poor liar for someone doing so much lying lately. My people have marked you in three kitchens this week, asking questions that are none of a flour-girl's business."

My heart is slamming but my hands stay steady, because I've been afraid my whole life and I learned young that fear you can use is better than fear that freezes you. I've got a door behind me — the side door, the one that lets out to the chapel yard. I mark it without looking at it.

"I don't think I know what you mean," I say.

"I think you do." He moves toward me, unhurried, a man who's never once had to hurry to take what he wants. "I think you've made yourself a problem. And a problem who wanders off alone, with no one nearby to hear her — that kind solves itself quietly."

I don't wait to hear the rest. I throw the whole stack of ledgers at his knees and I run.

The side door bangs open under my shoulder and I'm out into the muddy chapel yard, the mill and the river just down the slope below me, and if I can only get down the hill to Malvek I'm safe — but he's fast, faster than a merchant has any right to be, and there are two others waiting outside who move like his fine coat is only a costume over something harder. They herd me away from the lane, toward the treeline at the border of the mill's land, where the trees crowd down to the river. A hand closes on my arm and wrenches me half off my feet. Another catches a fistful of my cloak. The russet wool. The cloak Malvek made me.

I scream. Not from fear — from fury, and to make noise, because noise is a weapon too.

And then the yard fills with a sound I have never heard from him and will never forget: a roar that rattles the shutters on their hinges, low and vast and utterly inhuman, the sound of every rumor the village ever whispered made suddenly, gloriously true.

Malvek comes tearing up from the mill like the slope isn't there.

They've dragged me nearly to the treeline — the very edge of the boundary stone, the farthest scrap of ground the contract allows him — and some frantic corner of my mind understands even as it's happening that he has come to the absolute limit of his leash to reach me, straining against it to its breaking point, because I was in danger and he did not care what it cost him.

What happens to the men holding me happens fast. Chaos magic crackles down his arms in threads of dark light, his charcoal markings blazing, and he is not gentle now, not careful, not the patient creature who crouches to my height in the flour. He is what his people made him. The hands release me. The men go down. The one in the fine coat is already gone, bolting for the trees before Malvek can reach him, and I grab a fistful of Malvek's apron with both hands before he can give chase.